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Chapters (16)
  1. Cover
  2. For our wonderful readers
  3. Cast Long Shadows
  4. Every Exquisite Thing
  5. Learn About Loss
  6. A Deeper Love
  7. The Wicked Ones
  8. Son of the Dawn
  9. The Land I Lost
  10. Through Blood, Through Fire
  11. The Lost World
  12. Forever Fallen
  13. Acknowledgments
  14. About the Authors
  15. Also by Cassandra Clare
  16. Copyright

The all clear rang out across London just after eleven, but there was nothing clear or safe. The Luftwaffe may have returned home, and the bombs may have stopped falling for a few hours, but the fires only increased. The wind fueled and propelled them. The air was rank with burning soot and flying scraps of debris, and London glowed.

They had moved Jem into the little bedroom. The rest of his wet clothing had to be removed. Tessa had dressed and undressed countless men at this point, and Jem was a Silent Brother, for whom intimacy was impossible. Perhaps she should have been able to do it with calm professionalism, but she could not be a nurse with Jem. She had thought once that she would see him, that they would see each other, naked on their wedding night. This was too intimate and strange—this was not how Jem would want Tessa to see him, like that, for the first time. So she left the task to Catarina, the nurse, who managed it quickly and dried Jem off. They put him in the bed and wrapped him with all the blankets in the flat. The clothes were easy enough to dry—they hung them from the window for the baking hot air of the fires. Then Catarina went into the sitting room, leaving Tessa to stay with Jem and hold his hand. It was so strange to be again in this position of standing by the bed of the man she loved, waiting, hoping. Jem was—Jem. Exactly as he had been all those years ago, except for the marks of the Silent Brothers. He was Jem, the boy with the violin. Her Jem. Age had not consumed him, as it had her Will, but he might be taken from her all the same.

Tessa reached up to her jade pendant, hidden beneath her collar. She sat and waited and listened to the roar and the wail outside as she held his hand.

I am here, James, she said in her mind. I am here, and I will always be here.

Tessa let go of Jem’s hand only to occasionally go to the window to make sure the fires did not come too close. There was a halo of orange all around. The fires were only a few streets away. It was strangely beautiful, this terrible blaze. The city was burning; hundreds of years of history, ancient beams and books were alight.

“They mean to burn us out this time,” Catarina said, coming up behind her friend. Tessa had not heard her enter. “This ring of fire, it goes around St. Paul’s. They want the cathedral to burn. They want to break our spirits.”

“Well,” Tessa said, pulling the curtain closed, “they won’t succeed.”

“Why don’t we go and make a cup of tea?” Catarina said. “He’ll be sleeping for some time.”

“No. I need to be here when he wakes.”