Chapters (17)
“Give me the code.” I say it over and over again. I don’t know how long it’s been. 
’s arm is green and black and all blown up like a party balloon. I tried sucking out the poison. Maybe that did some good. Maybe I didn’t think of it soon enough. My lips are a little tingly. A little numb.
“
?” 
says. “I don’t want to die.”
“You aren’t going to die,” I say. “Give me the code. Let me save you.”
“I don’t want them to die,” 
says. “If I give you the code, you’ll do it. And I’ll die down here by myself.”
“You’re not going to die,” I say. I stroke her cheek. “I’m not going to kill anyone.”
After a while she says, “Okay.” Then she tells me the code. Maybe it’s a string of numbers that means something to her. More likely it’s random. I told you she was smarter than me.
I repeat the code back to her and she nods. I’ve covered her up with a shawl, because she’s so cold. I lay her head down on a pillow, brush her hair back.
She says, “You loved her better than you loved me. It isn’t fair. Nobody ever loved me best.”
“What makes you think I loved her?” I say. “You think this was all about love? Really, 
? This was just me being dumb again. And you, saving the day.”
She closes her eyes. Gives me a horrible, blind smile.
I go over to the door and enter the code.
The door doesn’t open. I try again and it still doesn’t open.
“
? Give me the code again?”
She doesn’t say anything. I go over and shake her gently. “Tell me the code one more time. Come on. One more time.”
Her eyes stay closed. Her mouth falls open. Her tongue sticks out.
“
.” I pinch her arm. Say her name over and over again. Then I go nuts. I make kind of a mess. It’s a good thing 
isn’t around to see.
And now it’s a little bit later, and 
is still dead, and I’m still trapped down here with a dead hero and a dead cat and a bunch of broken shabtis. No food. No good music. Just a small canister of something nasty cooked up by my good friend Nikolay, and a department store’s worth of size four jeans and the dregs of a bottle of very expensive champagne.