Chapters (45)
- Cover
- Praise for Mimi Matthews
- Dedication
- Epigraph
- Prologue
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Chapter Seventeen
- Chapter Eighteen
- Chapter Nineteen
- Chapter Twenty
- Chapter Twenty-One
- Chapter Twenty-Two
- Chapter Twenty-Three
- Chapter Twenty-Four
- Chapter Twenty-Five
- Chapter Twenty-Six
- Chapter Twenty-Seven
- Chapter Twenty-Eight
- Chapter Twenty-Nine
- Chapter Thirty
- Chapter Thirty-One
- Chapter Thirty-Two
- Chapter Thirty-Three
- Epilogue
- Author’s Note
- An Excerpt from Return to Satterthwaite Court
- Acknowledgments
- About the Author
- Want more?
- Books by Mimi Matthews
His lips quivered. “Already? At this hour of the morning?”
“Don’t change the subject.” She gave him a worried look. “I thought we agreed it was too dangerous for you to come home?”
“We did. There was only one problem.” He dropped down at her side. “I couldn’t stand another second apart from you.”
Her expression softened. “Was it very awful?”
He grimaced. “I was working myself into a state apparently.” Pining like a lad after his first woman, his grandfather had said. Ridiculous.
She touched his cheek, her fingers as light as butterfly wings brushing over the hard edge of his jaw. “I missed you, too.” Her hand curved around his neck, tugging him closer. “Dreadfully.”
He bent his head and kissed her. Or possibly, she kissed him. He wasn’t entirely certain. All he knew was that his blood suffused with warmth at the touch of her lips, and every restless part of him sighed with relief.
She was here. Back in his arms.
“Maggie…”
“I nearly didn’t come here this morning,” she said. “If I wasn’t so angry—”
“You and your temper.”
Her fingers slid into his hair. “I’ve lately heard it’s unbecoming.”
“Not to me.” He nuzzled her cheek. “My fierce, beautiful girl.” He felt her mouth curve in a smile. “You burn so very brightly. Is it any wonder my life has been so cold without you?”
“I don’t wish you to be cold. But I still don’t think this is a good idea. Your coming here.” That didn’t prevent her from kissing him again.
He was vaguely conscious of the breeze rippling through the trees along the stream, and of his hired horse milling about nearby, cropping grass along the bank. A reminder that he was not, in fact, in a private room somewhere with his beloved, but under a clear blue sky, in the great wide open of Beasley Park.
It was the only thing that kept him from prolonging their embrace.
Drawing back, he rested his forehead gently against hers. “It’s all right. No one saw me riding up. The house looked all but deserted.”
Her eyes widened. “You rode up to the house?”
“I did,” he said grimly.
He hadn’t expected it to affect him. Seeing the sprawling Palladian manor house of honey-colored limestone. Walking over the sloping grounds blanketed in forget-me-nots. But it had affected him. Quite deeply, really. Indeed, every stone and timber provoked another storm of memories.
Coming home, Maggie called it.
But this had never been a home to him. It had been a place where he’d worked. Where he’d suffered. Where he’d felt the anguish of not belonging. The pain of rejection, even from his mother—of stifled hopes, and of dreams that would never ever come to pass.