Sigfrid is still waiting, but I know that he won't wait forever. Pretty soon he's going to start asking me questions, probably about my dreams.

"Have you had any dreams since I last saw you, Rob?"

I yawn. The whole subject is very boring. "I don't think so. Nothing important, I'm sure."

"I'd like to hear what they were. Even a fragment."

"You're a pest, Sigfrid, do you know that?"

"I'm sorry you feel I'm a pest, Rob."

"Well. . . I don't think I can remember even a fragment."

"Try, please."

"Oh, cripes. Well." I get comfortable on the couch. The only dream I can think of is absolutely trivial, and I know there's nothing in it that relates to anything traumatic or pivotal, but if I told him that he would get angry. So I say obediently, "I was in a car of a long railroad train. There were a number of cars hooked up together, and you could go from one to the other. They were full of people I knew. There was a woman, a sort of motherly type who coughed a lot, and another woman who -- well, she looked rather strange. At first I thought she was a man. She was dressed in a sort of utility coverall, so you couldn't tell from that whether she was male or female, and she had very masculine, bushy eyebrows. But I was sure she was a woman."

"Did you talk to either of these women, Rob?"

"Please don't interrupt, Sigfrid, you make me lose my train of thought."

"I'm sorry, Rob."

I go on with the dream: "I left them -- no, I didn't talk to them. I went back into the next car. That was the last one on the train. It was coupled to the rest of the train with a sort of -- let's see, I don't know how to describe it. It was like one of those expanding gatefold things, made out of metal, you know? And it stretched."

I stop for a moment, mostly out of boredom. I feel like apologizing for having such a dumb, irrelevant dream. "You say the metal connector stretched, Rob?" Sigfrid prompts me.

"That's right, it stretched. So of course the car I was in kept dropping back, farther and farther behind the others. All I could see was the taillight, which was sort of in the shape of her face, looking at me. She--" I lose the thread of what I am saying. I try to get back on the track: "I guess I felt as though it was going to be difficult to get back to her, as if she-- I'm sorry, Sigfrid, I don't remember clearly what happened around there. Then I woke up. And," I finish virtuously, "I wrote it all down as soon as I could, just the way you tell me to."

"I appreciate that, Rob," Sigfrid says gravely. He waits for me to go on.

I shift restlessly. "This couch isn't nearly as comfortable as the mat," I complain.