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Chapters (22)
  1. Title Page
  2. Dedication
  3. Contents
  4. Introduction
  5. Throttle
  6. Dark Carousel
  7. Wolverton Station
  8. By the Silver Water of Lake Champlain
  9. Faun
  10. Late Returns
  11. All I Care About Is You
  12. Thumbprint
  13. The Devil on the Staircase
  14. Twittering from the Circus of the Dead
  15. Mums
  16. In the Tall Grass
  17. You Are Released
  18. Story Notes and Acknowledgments
  19. About the Author
  20. Also by Joe Hill
  21. Copyright
  22. About the Publisher

The mums beneath her gravestone are three feet high and obscure everything chiseled into the marble except her first name, which now reads as a command: BLOOM! He cannot think, at first, how the decapitated head of the piglet could’ve gotten out here unless someone carried it out. The swine enclosure is more than two football fields away. Then it comes to him that the mums must have root systems that reach all the way to the house. Perhaps this lump of pig has been carried all this distance underground. Is that possible? There is a lot of dried filth on the piglet’s face.

Jack grips a handful of stems and pulls. Whatever is below the soil is heavy, so heavy. Dirt falls away.

The top of his mother’s head comes out of the earth. Her eyes are shut. Her face is slick, and there’s a grub on her filthy brow.

He uses his hands to clear the dirt back from her nose, to unearth her mouth. Her eyes roll open. The onions in her head stare blindly out at him.

“Jack,” she whispers, and smiles.

15.

“You aren’t my mother,” he says when he gets his breath back.

“We’re all your mother,” she says, and his eyes dart to the other plants. “We grew you. Before you grew us.”

“My mother is in the dirt,” he says.

“Yes, but we don’t have to stay here.”

That’s not what he meant.

“I’m imagining you.”

“Give me your hand.”

He holds out his palm, close to her face. At the last instant, he thinks her mouth will suddenly distend, open into a grotesque horror-movie maw full of teeth, and she’ll bite his hand off at the wrist.

Instead she closes her eyes and rests her cheek against his palm. The texture is not quite right, not quite flesh. It’s more rubbery, like the outer skin of an eggplant. But she’s warm, and she gently kisses the ball of his thumb, as his mother did a thousand times in life. He shivers with relief and pleasure.

He didn’t know until right then how much he missed her.

16.

“Jack,” says the second mum when he tugs her head up out of the black, cake-dough soil.

“Jack,” says the third.

“Jack, Jack, Jack,” the mums singsong into the night as he clears the dirt away from their heads, six in all, buried up to their necks in the dirt. One of them has grown wrong. She has a dent in the right side of her face, and her right eye won’t open. The whole face has a misshapen gourdlike quality to it, and there are hundreds of tiny ants crawling in and out of a black gouge in her right temple. She grins toothlessly. When she tries to say his name, it comes out, “hhhHHh-hack! Haaa-ack!”

17.

He says, “Are you a plant? Or an animal?”