Back From the Cradle
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

As soon as he said it, he winced internally. Of course they hadn’t – why would they be doing DIY at a time like this?

The couple paused and glanced at one another. Max spoke in a low voice. ‘I doubt we will now. It’s our guest bathroom. We were refitting it for the Spanish au-pair who was meant to be moving in at the start of next month. I had to email her last night and tell her that we wouldn’t be needing her now after all . . .’

His eyes filled with tears and he sobbed, a single loud harsh sob. For a moment, and to his abject horror, Patrick felt tears rise in his own eyes. He blinked, and had to take a deep breath before he could speak.

‘Oh God. What a terrible email to have to write.’

He was going to add ‘I can’t imagine’ – but the truth was, he could. He could absolutely imagine it. Get a grip, he yelled at himself.

They walked into the kitchen, where Fiona immediately slumped at the huge farmhouse table and lit a cigarette.

‘No need not to smoke in the house any more either,’ she muttered, offering the pack to Patrick. He almost reached his hand out to accept – the muscle memory of a reaction to stress – then shook his head. ‘I smoke the fake ones now,’ he said, showing her his e-cig and having to clench his teeth to resist taking a drag on it before shoving it back in his pocket.

‘Coffee?’ Max asked, and Patrick nodded.

‘Thanks. White, no sugar.’

The coffee, when it came, was bitter and the milk had small oily lumps floating in it. The kitchen bin was overflowing and the cat litter tray by the back door badly needed a clean-out.

‘Don’t you have your Family Liaison Officer with you anymore?’ Patrick asked abruptly. Not that the FLO’s remit would be to clean out the cat’s litter tray, but here was a couple that clearly needed a bit more help. The FLO could organize that. Fiona made a face.

‘We told her to go. We don’t want someone we don’t know hanging around looking sympathetic. It’s hard enough as it is.’

Patrick noticed that all Isabel’s paintings had been ripped off the fridge. He hoped for Max and Fiona’s sake that they had saved them in a folder somewhere and not torn them up and thrown them away in a storm of grief.