Chapters (53)
- Title Page
- Copyright Page
- Contents
- Prologue
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
- Chapter 45
- Chapter 46
- Chapter 47
- Acknowledgments
- About the Authors
She was beginning to slow down her pace when she heard someone say her name. She looked up – it was Marion, a friend she’d met here at the gym a few months ago. Sometimes, when Helen wanted solitude, the presence of a friend at the gym was a nuisance, but most of the time it was nice to have someone to chat to about stuff that wasn’t related to children or domestic duties.
Marion was another mixed race woman, like Helen, with a white mum and a dad who, Marion hinted, was a well-known musician, though she’d never revealed who he was. She didn’t have any kids of her own and Helen was envious of her skinny body and free-and-easy life. Your life can be easy like Marion’s now, a cruel voice whispered inside her skull, and she shook her head violently. She would never ever complain about the nursery run or the endless chores that came with having a small child ever again.
‘What are you doing here?’ Marion asked, wide-eyed, stepping onto the treadmill beside Helen’s.
Panting, Helen answered, ‘I had to get out.’
Marion nodded seriously. ‘Has there been . . . any news?’
‘No.’
Marion started to run. Right now, Helen wished she would either go away or talk about something else. Tell her some stories about her pop star dad or moan about her manicurist. Just for five minutes, that was all. Give Helen’s brain something else to think about before it ate itself.
‘I heard about Iz . . .’
Helen didn’t give her a chance to finish the sentence. ‘I have to go.’
She slowed the treadmill to a halt and began to walk away. Then, feeling guilty, she turned back.
‘I’m sorry, Marion. I just can’t talk about it.’
‘I understand. You poor thing. But I’m sure she’ll turn up, safe and sound. Just wait and see. Everybody is looking out for her. I saw it on Facebook – a special page.’
‘I didn’t know about that.’
Marion nodded. ‘It’s got thousands of members. The whole country wants to find her, Helen. We’re all praying for you.’
As soon as she got home Helen went onto Facebook and searched for her daughter’s name. Within moments she was on the ‘Find Frankie’ page that some well-meaning local had set up. Her heart skipped a beat at the sight of Frankie’s little face in the photograph, and she reached out and touched the screen with her fingertip, stroking Frankie’s cheek. There were already 43,000 ‘likes’ of the page. To comfort herself, she began to scroll down through the hundreds of comments, needing to know that other people cared about Frankie too, that she wasn’t alone.