Back From the Cradle Save as PDF
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

She was beginning to slow down her pace when she heard someone say her name. She looked up – it was Marion, a friend she’d met here at the gym a few months ago. Sometimes, when Helen wanted solitude, the presence of a friend at the gym was a nuisance, but most of the time it was nice to have someone to chat to about stuff that wasn’t related to children or domestic duties.

Marion was another mixed race woman, like Helen, with a white mum and a dad who, Marion hinted, was a well-known musician, though she’d never revealed who he was. She didn’t have any kids of her own and Helen was envious of her skinny body and free-and-easy life. Your life can be easy like Marion’s now, a cruel voice whispered inside her skull, and she shook her head violently. She would never ever complain about the nursery run or the endless chores that came with having a small child ever again.

‘What are you doing here?’ Marion asked, wide-eyed, stepping onto the treadmill beside Helen’s.

Panting, Helen answered, ‘I had to get out.’

Marion nodded seriously. ‘Has there been . . . any news?’

‘No.’

Marion started to run. Right now, Helen wished she would either go away or talk about something else. Tell her some stories about her pop star dad or moan about her manicurist. Just for five minutes, that was all. Give Helen’s brain something else to think about before it ate itself.

‘I heard about Iz . . .’

Helen didn’t give her a chance to finish the sentence. ‘I have to go.’

She slowed the treadmill to a halt and began to walk away. Then, feeling guilty, she turned back.

‘I’m sorry, Marion. I just can’t talk about it.’

‘I understand. You poor thing. But I’m sure she’ll turn up, safe and sound. Just wait and see. Everybody is looking out for her. I saw it on Facebook – a special page.’

‘I didn’t know about that.’

Marion nodded. ‘It’s got thousands of members. The whole country wants to find her, Helen. We’re all praying for you.’

As soon as she got home Helen went onto Facebook and searched for her daughter’s name. Within moments she was on the ‘Find Frankie’ page that some well-meaning local had set up. Her heart skipped a beat at the sight of Frankie’s little face in the photograph, and she reached out and touched the screen with her fingertip, stroking Frankie’s cheek. There were already 43,000 ‘likes’ of the page. To comfort herself, she began to scroll down through the hundreds of comments, needing to know that other people cared about Frankie too, that she wasn’t alone.