Back From the Cradle
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

Bonnie sighed with her whole body, spreading her little palms wide and letting them flop against her sides. She consulted her knitted Peppa toy. ‘We say yeh,’ she said reluctantly and allowed Patrick to kneel down and dress her. Then she brightened. ‘Daddy take me playgroup?’ Patrick smiled at the way she pronounced it; pwaygwoop.

‘I can’t, Bon-Bon, I’m sorry, not today. Daddy’s got to go back to work.’

He winced, anticipating the bank of TV cameras, the shouted questions, the barely suppressed hysteria – and then, inevitably, the way that the public would recognize him as ‘that cop off the news’ and hold him personally responsible for any lack of breakthrough or developments in the case . . . And then, the painful conversations he’d doubtless have to have with a panic-stricken Sean and Helen Philips.

‘Why?’ She squished his cheeks between her hands, forcing him to look in her eyes. She smelled so sweet, a mixture of soft baby skin and apple juice.

‘Because it’s my job, darling. I help people. And today I have to help the family of a little girl a bit like you.’ Only not dead, thank God.

‘I doan like your job.’

He smiled at her. ‘Sometimes I don’t much like it either, but I have to do it. Now, let’s go and see if Nanny will play tea parties with you for ten minutes while I have a shower. Then, I tell you what, I’ll give you and Nanny a lift to playgroup in my car, how about that?’

‘Yeah!’ she shouted, and Patrick sagged with relief that she seemed to have accepted the compromise. He carried her downstairs into the living room, not failing to miss the very slight exasperated eye roll from his dad at the imminent interruption to his peace.

‘Play with Gramps for a moment, he really wants to play tea parties,’ Patrick said sweetly, depositing Bonnie in Jim’s lap where she immediately made a grab for his iPhone, which Patrick knew always annoyed Jim. Jim deftly extricated the phone and wrapped his arms around Bonnie in a big bear hug to distract her. Patrick left them like that, hoping that Jim wouldn’t immediately go and find Mairead and dump Bonnie back on her so he could get back to his online Scrabble. It was a familiar, unacknowledged, gripe. As Patrick stripped off and climbed under the pathetic dribbly shower – that was another thing he missed, the power shower he’d installed himself in his and Gill’s house – he tried to quash the gripe. Jim and Mairead had both agreed to take him and Bonnie in, and Jim had always been lazy. It would be naïve to assume that he would suddenly become a child-minding housework-blitzing dynamo once he retired. It was so good of them to help out when the only alternative would have been extreme stress for Pat himself, and a string of au-pairs and nannies.