Back From the Cradle Save as PDF
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

What was she doing here, at 1 A.M., in this weird lemon-painted room, when she should have been sated and snug in bed with Sean, in the deep sleep of the wine-tipsy post-orgasm? She longed to be able to rewind time to that moment before she’d stepped into Frankie’s room, back when everything had been alright. Further than that, to the moment when she and Sean had gone out. She would rewrite the script, change the future. But this was real life, and time could not be rewound, reality could not be altered. At that second, she felt in every cell of her body that if any harm had come to her baby girl, she would kill herself. Continuing to live just wouldn’t be an option.

‘DI Lennon,’ he said, lighting up one of those water-vapour fake cigarettes.

‘Can I call you Helen? Sorry for the inhospitable time of night.’

‘Helen’s fine,’ she muttered, watching the end of the plastic fag glow green as DI Lennon sucked hard on it. She had to sit on her hands to try and stop them from shaking, and she could feel the imprint of the diamond from her engagement ring digging into the underside of her left thigh.

She pressed harder, welcoming the pain.

‘I’m sure you appreciate that the sooner we can build a complete picture of what we’re dealing with here, the greater the chances are of finding Frankie quickly.’

The sound of her daughter’s name spoken by this man sent a current through her body. He had a nice voice, deep and kind, with a softening trace of a West Country accent in there somewhere. Patrick seemed to notice the tiny little involuntary jerk she gave, and she saw the sympathy in his face.

Under normal circumstances, she thought, he would make her feel flustered. A woman in uniform walked in and handed her a coffee that she didn’t recall asking for, and as she sipped it, she worried irrationally that he looked more like the bass player in a rock band than a detective: hard-bodied, if slightly slope-shouldered. She focused on his face instead and saw that, under the handsomeness, it was still boyish, and kind – the sort of man you can visualize in a school portrait, aged about five, looking exactly the same but with more hair, softer skin and smaller teeth.

‘Do you have kids?’ she blurted, leaning forwards, willing him to reply in the affirmative. He paused before nodding his head, and her aching eyes filled with fresh tears.

‘But even if I didn’t, I would still do everything possible to get Frankie back for you, Helen,’ he said, and the kindness and urgency in his voice made her tears spill in two straight lines down her cheeks and drip off her chin. ‘Let’s make a start, shall we?’ He clicked on a voice recording machine.