Back From the Cradle Save as PDF
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

She left Sean tenderly wiping the water off his daughter’s face with his sleeve, and tore towards the garden. The patio doors were locked, so she ran to the kitchen door – despite her explicit instructions, it was unlocked. Flicking on the deck lights, she flung open the door and ran in mad circles around the garden, searching every dark bush and flowerbed, even up the old pear tree, in the shed, the garage, under the table tennis table, calling Frankie’s name so loudly that lights began to pop on in the bedrooms of the neighbouring houses.

She’d run back inside, where Alice was now sitting up on the sofa, rubbing her face, dazed.

She could hear Sean’s footsteps upstairs, as if he was repeating her search, like he wouldn’t believe Frankie was gone until he’d seen it for himself.

Helen had stopped still for a moment, as if the enormity of the situation had landed on her like an anvil, pinning her to the spot. Then nausea had begun to erupt without warning from the pit of her stomach, and she turned to run for the downstairs loo. She didn’t make it – her hand was on the door handle about to pull it but the force of the explosion made any further movement impossible. Vomit had gushed all over the patterned carpet runner on the hall floor, filling up the gaps between the floorboards and splattering all over the loo door, a dark red despairing stain of coq au vin, crème brûlée, champagne, red wine, a reverse celebration, a mockery of the joy she had felt just an hour earlier now dripping down the walls.

Sean hadn’t paused to rub her back or coo blandishments, the way he normally did when she was sick – but that was fine. She’d have screamed at him if he’d tried. He was on his mobile and out of the front door, shouting Frankie’s name amongst the dark shapes of parked cars, behind front fences and up driveways.

Helen staggered into the kitchen, not even thinking of clearing up the mess she had just made. She wiped her face with kitchen towel, panting with terror and nausea, then made herself sip some water straight from the tap. When she bent her head to drink, her pulse pounded so hard in her temples that she had to hold onto the sink to keep herself standing upright.

‘Don’t panic, don’t panic, she’ll be fine,’ she muttered in the direction of the fridge door, decorated with Frankie’s daubings. ‘She has to be. She’s just wandered off. Not taken, no. Not taken.’