Back From the Cradle
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

Her mood changed a little over the course of the next two drinks each, as the pub filled up around them. She was still friendly, but a distance had crept back in. There were more silences – in which they could then clearly hear that most of the conversations around them involved the siege, the found toddler and the dead couple. After a while Pat tried not to listen.

He felt disappointed, but didn’t let it show. He had started to experience a weird sort of euphoria – survival relief, perhaps. The after-effects of the earlier adrenalin. His headache had greatly subsided, he was getting drunk with his sexy boss, and Liam O’Connell had been found alive and well.

Things could be a lot worse.

A thought popped into his head. ‘You know that smell at Koppler’s house? Any idea what it was?’

Suzanne lifted her glass. ‘Sage. I only know that because someone bought me some sage incense sticks once. It’s used for cleansing, purifying.’

Patrick nodded. He could picture it: Koppler and Sharon burning the sage after accidentally killing Isabel, thinking it would help remove the stain of what they’d done. Clearly, they felt so tainted by it that they continued to burn it at home and Koppler filled his office with the smell. Or perhaps it was something they had always done.

Sometimes it’s easy to ascribe meaning where there is none.

‘Have you got a picture of her?’

‘Of who?’ Patrick was startled, thinking Suzanne meant of Gill, for some reason.

‘Bonnie, of course! I haven’t seen any of her for ages. She must have changed loads. Is she walking?’

Flustered, Pat fished out his phone and tapped into Photos. ‘Oh yeah, she’s been walking ages. She’s almost two now.’

Suzanne shrugged. ‘I don’t have kids. How would I know?’ But she said it in a down-to-earth rather than a bitter manner. He was pretty sure he’d heard her say she didn’t want children. The thought flashed through his mind, for just a second, that perhaps she wouldn’t be any good as a surrogate mother to Bonnie if . . . things ever changed . . .

As if!

As he scrolled through the pictures, holding out the phone to Suzanne, she wriggled closer to him. He almost dropped the phone, then reciprocated until their arms were pressed together. ‘Aw, Pat, she’s adorable!’ she cooed, and he laughed, with pride and amusement at how different she was when inebriated.

A text vibrated his phone and he groaned when he saw that it was from his mum. WILL YOU BE BACK SOON? B NOT SETTLING AT ALL TONIGHT.

‘Oh hell. My poor mother’s been stuck with Bonnie all day and now she won’t go to sleep. Ma will be furious if I stink of beer when I get in.’