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Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

Helen wondered which way it was going to go – confession, a plea for understanding, apology – or a resumption of the tantrum?

‘You miserable bitch,’ Alice hissed, slamming the mug onto the kitchen table and spilling coffee all over it. Ah, OK, Helen thought, so it’s back to the tantrum. Foolish of her to expect anything else. Alice was standing so close to her that Helen could see the faint constellation of spots on her forehead and see the sleep still in her eyes. Would they fight? Helen itched to slap her, but forced her hands to stay glued to her side, afraid that if they started they wouldn’t stop.

‘You can’t handle your guilt, can you, that you left your precious little baby girl with me while you and Dad swanned off to a fancy restaurant because you’re too tight to pay a proper babysitter?’

Helen couldn’t even be bothered to point out the illogicality of that question. Alice would have kicked up a massive fuss if they had got a ‘proper’ babysitter in when she was at home herself.

‘I don’t have anything to feel guilty about, Alice. Do you?’

Helen had been so determined to keep calm but, face to face with Alice and her rage, she could feel something seismic shift inside her, and the control she’d felt only moments earlier was beginning to desert her. Alice’s question about guilt echoed the words of many of the trolls on the Facebook page, adding velocity and heat to Helen’s rage. She hadn’t taken Marion’s advice; she still found herself compelled to read the comments in the way a tongue will repeatedly poke at a painful tooth.

Helen took a step forwards until her and Alice’s faces were inches apart like soap-opera protagonists.

‘I asked you a question, Alice: Do you? DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT? I think you do, don’t you? I’m going to ask you again – what were you doing that night? Do you have something to do with Frankie’s disappearance? How could you not have noticed someone stealing her? HOW COULD YOU NOT HAVE NOTICED?!’

That was it. The point of no return. Helen was screaming as loudly as Alice had been.

Alice made a noise, a sort of primal, guttural moan. ‘I fucking hate you, Helen, I really, really do. You’re an evil witch and a shit stepmother and I thank God you aren’t my mother. Frankie probably just ran away because she hates you so much! My dad regrets marrying you, I know he’ll never get over my mum, and if she hadn’t died he wouldn’t have looked twice at you and if you think I’m staying here in this house a minute longer with you then you’re deluded, I’m going—’