Back From the Cradle
Chapters (53)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Page
  3. Contents
  4. Prologue
  5. Chapter 1
  6. Chapter 2
  7. Chapter 3
  8. Chapter 4
  9. Chapter 5
  10. Chapter 6
  11. Chapter 7
  12. Chapter 8
  13. Chapter 9
  14. Chapter 10
  15. Chapter 11
  16. Chapter 12
  17. Chapter 13
  18. Chapter 14
  19. Chapter 15
  20. Chapter 16
  21. Chapter 17
  22. Chapter 18
  23. Chapter 19
  24. Chapter 20
  25. Chapter 21
  26. Chapter 22
  27. Chapter 23
  28. Chapter 24
  29. Chapter 25
  30. Chapter 26
  31. Chapter 27
  32. Chapter 28
  33. Chapter 29
  34. Chapter 30
  35. Chapter 31
  36. Chapter 32
  37. Chapter 33
  38. Chapter 34
  39. Chapter 35
  40. Chapter 36
  41. Chapter 37
  42. Chapter 38
  43. Chapter 39
  44. Chapter 40
  45. Chapter 41
  46. Chapter 42
  47. Chapter 43
  48. Chapter 44
  49. Chapter 45
  50. Chapter 46
  51. Chapter 47
  52. Acknowledgments
  53. About the Authors

Holmwood House looked, from the outside, like an old folks’ home – apart from the high barbed wire-decorated perimeter fence – one of those Eighties-built institutions that appeared as though someone had designed it in Lego. The entrance sported a porch with bright green painted metal poles supporting a corrugated plastic pointed roof, and Pat thought how much Gill would hate the look of it. She liked muted colours and stylish architecture. But then, how often did she get out? Perhaps she never crossed the threshold. He had a fleeting image of what he would find when he came into her room – a hunched, prematurely aged figure, the colour leached from her waxy cheeks, dry frizzy hair, dressed in some kind of nylon tabard . . . He shuddered. No, surely not, that was prison. Gill wasn’t in prison, at least, not a physical one.

As he stretched out his finger to press the door buzzer, his mouth went dry. Despite his years of police experience, he’d never been inside a secure unit before. A surprisingly perky-looking receptionist was sitting behind a melamine desk in a lobby area with a locked double door leading into the main house. She looked up when he came in, and he saw her eyes briefly flicker with appreciation when she gazed at the tattoos on his upper arms and then up at his face. It felt like a long time since a woman had done that, even though this one was in her late forties, with unbrushed straw-like hair and lipstick that had bled into the wrinkles around her lips. She was quite pretty when she smiled, though, and Pat felt slightly more at ease.

She handed him a sheet of paper pinned to a clipboard with Holmwood’s rules and regulations on it and a dotted line at the bottom for him to sign on. He saw with dismay that one of the first rules was ‘All mobile phones to be left at Reception’.

‘Damn, can I really not take my phone in? I just wanted to show my w – er . . . visitor, some photos on it.’

He felt immediately flustered and ashamed that he hadn’t been able to say the word ‘wife’. Why had he said ‘visitor’? He was the visitor, not Gill. Still, he’d have sounded even more of a twat if he’d said ‘my visitee’. The receptionist looked at his wedding ring and smirked very slightly, enough though to make him not feel so flattered at her initial reaction.

‘Sorry, you can’t,’ she said tartly. ‘You have to leave it, and all your other possessions, in one of those lockers over there.’