I paid the check because when Marino and I were together, if I picked the restaurant, I picked up the bill. Marino really could not afford Tatou. He really could not afford New York. Looking at my MasterCard made me think of my American Express card, and my mood got worse.

To get to the shark exhibit in the Museum of Natural History, we had to pay five dollars each and go up to the third floor. Marino climbed stairs more slowly than I and tried to disguise his labored breathing.

‘Damn, you would think they got an elevator in this joint,’ he complained.

‘They do,’ I said. ‘But stairs are good for you. Today this may be the only exercise we get.’

We entered the exhibit of reptiles and amphibians, passing a fourteen-foot American crocodile killed a hundred years ago in the Biscayne Bay. Marino couldn’t help but linger at each display, and I got an eyeful of lizards, snakes, iguanas and Gila monsters.

‘Come on,’ I whispered.

‘Look at the size of this thing,’ Marino marveled before the twenty-three- foot reticulated python remains. ‘Can you imagine stepping on that in the jungle?’

Museums always made me cold no matter how much I loved them. I blamed the phenomenon on hard marble floors and high ceilings. But I hated snakes and their pit organs. I despised spitting cobras, frilled lizards and alligators with bared teeth. A guide was giving a tour to a group of young people who were enthralled before a showcase populated with Komodo reptiles of Indonesia and leatherback sea turtles who would never traverse sand or water again.

‘I beg of you, when you’re at the beach and have plastic, shove it in the trash, because these fellows don’t have Ph.D.‘s,’ the guide was saying with the passion of an evangelist. ‘They think it’s jellyfish…’

‘Marino, let’s move on.’ I tugged his sleeve.

‘You know, I haven’t been to a museum since I was a kid. Wait a minute.’ He looked surprised. That’s not true. Well, I’ll be damned. Doris took me here once. I thought this joint looked familiar.’

Doris was his ex-wife.

‘I’d just signed on with the NYPD and she was pregnant with Rocky. I remember looking at stuffed monkeys and gorillas and telling her it was bad luck.

I told her the kid was going to end up swinging through trees and eating bananas.’

‘I beg of you. Their numbers are dwindling and dwindling and dwindling!’ The tour guide went on and on about the plight of sea turtles.

‘So maybe that’s what the hell happened to him,’ Marino continued. ‘It was coming in this joint.’

I had rarely heard him even allude to his only child. In fact, as well as I knew Marino, I knew nothing about his son.

‘I didn’t know your son’s name was Rocky,’ I quietly said as we started walking again.