Chapters (30)
I groaned. “Thanks for reminding me.”
“You’re welcome.” He paused and then he took a heavy breath. My muscles tightened in warning. “How are you feeling?”
That innocent question didn’t match his tone. There was something about last night. Last night. What the hell happened…and then it all came back in a horrifying rush. I’d practically molested him in a drunken stupor.
My body jackknifed into a sitting position, and I almost knocked Kyler off the bed, but that was least of my worries. The movement rattled my poor brain and horror swamped me. “Oh, my God. Oh, my God, I…tried…you…” I was so embarrassed I couldn’t even speak the words.
Kyler sat back, a muscle flexing in his jaw. “I was sort of hoping you wouldn’t remember.”
He was hoping I didn’t remember? I smacked both hands over my face and moaned. Had I been that bad? Had it been that bad for him?
“Hey.” His voice had softened and his fingers wrapped around my wrists, gently pulling my hands away. “Its okay, Syd.”
“No it’s not,” I moaned, ducking my chin. “I molested you.”
Kyler laughed. “You didn’t molest me. Okay. Maybe just a little, but you wouldn’t be the first girl to get all—”
“It’s not funny!” I cried.
Two fingers landed under my chin and he tipped my head up. “It’s no big deal, Syd. People do a lot of things they normally wouldn’t when they are sober, and you were really drunk.”
The problem was that I had wanted to do that while I was sober and apparently it was just a big joke to him. I cast my eyes to the blanket. “I’m sorry.”
“You don’t need to apologize, baby. It’s not like it was a horrific experience,” he added dryly.
My gaze swung to his and that’s when I remembered the better moment of last night—him telling me I was beautiful, that he always thought I was beautiful. Some of the unease slid away. “It wasn’t?”
His lips quirked in that adorable way of his. “I’m never going to complain about a girl crawling all over me.”
Okay. That wasn’t a declaration of mutual lust, but it was something I could work with. “Then why…then why did you stop me?”
He blinked once and then twice, as if he couldn’t believe I was asking the question. “I’d been drinking last night, Syd, but I wasn’t that drunk.”
A slice of pain hit my stomach and I froze, staring at him. “You…you weren’t that drunk?”
“No.” He looked confused.