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Chapters (48)
  1. Cover
  2. Copyright
  3. Dedication
  4. Prologue
  5. Part I
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Part II
  22. Chapter 16
  23. Chapter 17
  24. Chapter 18
  25. Chapter 19
  26. Chapter 20
  27. Chapter 21
  28. Chapter 22
  29. Chapter 23
  30. Chapter 24
  31. Part III
  32. Chapter 25
  33. Chapter 26
  34. Chapter 27
  35. Chapter 28
  36. Chapter 29
  37. Chapter 30
  38. Chapter 31
  39. Chapter 32
  40. Chapter 33
  41. Chapter 34
  42. Chapter 35
  43. Chapter 36
  44. Chapter 37
  45. To be continued...
  46. Glossary
  47. Acknowledgments
  48. About the Author

He gave me a look that said he still didn’t believe me. I knew what he was thinking—there was no such thing as a guy who didn’t want to bang everything in sight. But it was the truth, and I was getting really sick of having this argument.

“Here we torquing go again, Dad!” I snapped. “I haven’t seen you for two annums, and already you’re on my back. Can you go for even five minutes without harping on me? Is it really any of your business what I do with my life, how I handle my relationships?”

“Of course it’s my business,” Dad snapped. “You’re my son.”

“Really? Because it sure hasn’t felt that way in a long time. The last time I saw you was before my fifteenth birthday. You haven’t been there for me while I was growing up, what makes you think you get a say now?”

“That’s not fair, Isaak. I didn’t leave you on purpose.”

“Are you sure? Because I saw what you left in that box in the garden. Where’s your wedding ring, Dad?”

He blinked at me, then glanced down at his left hand. But he didn’t say anything.

“Yeah. That’s what I thought. Maybe you weren’t planning on coming to Iamos. But you were still going to leave all the same.”

“I wouldn’t have abandoned you, Isaak,” he said softly. “I would have kept in touch with you.”

“Really? Are you sure?”

“Of course I’m sure.” He stared at me for a long moment, then sighed. “Look. Things weren’t working out with me and your mom. Everyone knew it. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t care about you and Celeste.”

“I don’t want to hear it,” I said, turning my back on him and looking up at the green, leafy roof of the guesthouse. “Look, forget it. There’s nothing going on between me and Nadin. She’s engaged to Ceilos, and she’s my friend. That’s all there is to it. So let’s just drop it and get some sleep.”

Dad nodded, getting up to move back to his own bed. When he was safely out of my space, I moved back, sitting down on my bed and trying to fight off the scowl that was still pulling at the corners of my mouth. I wish I’d never come out to him to begin with, back in ninth grade. Everyone else in my life—Mom, Abuelo and Abuela, even Henry—had been totally stellar about it. Everyone except Dad. He just couldn’t comprehend a life that didn’t one hundred percent completely and totally revolve around sex. He’d been all over me about Tamara before he disappeared, and I could just tell that he wasn’t going to let this Nadin thing go, either.