Our other chaperon, Mr. Wicks, found his way to me. He grabbed me by the shoulders and shook me harder than he needed to. “What did you do?” he asked, his runny gray eyes mere inches from my face. “What did you do to her?”

“She—she was, she said—”

“You don’t just hit people like that!” He squeezed and I grunted.

I was frightened by his grip, and by the nearness of his breath. I couldn’t stand him being so close. I lashed out, mirroring his self-righteous tone and hoping to push him back with my words. “Then why did you ask? Why does everyone keep asking me questions when they already know the answers, or else they don’t care?”

He clapped my face in his beefy hand and held my chin so high I had to stand on tiptoe to keep from hurting. “If there was a problem, you should have taken it to me or to your teacher. Now quiet down right now, and unless you want to get kicked out of school the second we get back, you stay quiet!”

We stood that way for several seconds, me with lifted neck and him with menacing veins bulging at his temples. Our nostrils flared a complementary tempo until he released my jaw and we each stepped back.

Inch by inch, the muffled veil that had dropped over the place lifted and small daily noises once again echoed off the glass, brass, and stone. With it came hushed, feverish discussion amongst my schoolmates. I caught quick phrases, nothing I wanted to hear or repeat, as I slumped down on the lobby sofa over which April had stumbled. There I stayed while the tour continued without me, and without April, who was taken back to the school nurse by a chaperon who’d brought her own car. Mr. Wicks sat on the couch opposite me and glared, not speaking.

In order to avoid his laser gaze, I stared at the walls, and into the bar, and out through the glass at the gardens where the train tracks had once run. I strained to hear the rest of the tour guide’s speech, but no matter how hard I listened it was lost to me. I gave up, closed my eyes and tried to pretend like I didn’t feel like crying.

But I did feel like crying. I was desperately angry and hurt. I wanted my aunt but I didn’t want to look like a baby asking for her. Besides, the odds were better than fair she’d get a call as soon as we returned, and I didn’t want to face her wrath after yet another principal’s message. Probably she wouldn’t be angry. Probably she would understand . . . but she might not. Sometimes it was hard to judge.