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Contents (86)
  1. Contents
  2. Author’s Note
  3. Part One
  4. Chapter One
  5. Lainey
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Lainey
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Emmett
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Lainey
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Emmett
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Lainey
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Emmett
  18. Part Two
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Lainey
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Emmett
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Lainey
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Lainey
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Emmett
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Emmett
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Lainey
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Lainey
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Emmett
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Lainey
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Lainey
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Emmett
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Lainey
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Emmett
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Emmett
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Lainey
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Emmett
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Lainey
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Lainey
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Emmett
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Lainey
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Lainey
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Emmett
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Emmett
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Lainey
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Lainey
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Emmett
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Lainey
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Lainey
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Emmett
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Lainey
  81. Epilogue
  82. Lainey
  83. Chapter One
  84. Chapter Two
  85. Chapter Three
  86. Thank you!

My grandmother was oblivious to my sighting. “We should go. I have no plans to stay for the reception. Whomever is allowing these choreographers to come in and display such overtly crass—”

I ignored her and leaned over the side of the balcony to keep sight of Emmett until the very last second. It afforded me a perfect view of his smile aimed at the blonde woman by his side, those prominent dimples meant for someone else.

Look up, I begged in my head.

He disappeared through the lobby doors, and my hands slipped off the railing as I turned and let the suited attendant lead my grandmother and me out of her reserved box. I walked through the opera crowd dutifully by her side and slid into the car waiting out by the curb. The heavy door slammed shut behind us.

In the last few weeks, Royce has been away on work. I should miss him, I think, but I’ll see him soon enough, in Italy, in fact. We’re traveling to a sprawling villa on the western shore of Lake Como to celebrate the 60th birthday of Victor Sainsbury, my grandmother’s good friend. He’s a well-connected Manhattanite who seems to know anyone and everyone. He sits on the board at MoMA, served as president of Christie’s for fifteen years, and is universally known as the most prominent contemporary art collector in the world.

From talking with my grandmother, I know the guest list for the week-long celebration will be modest in number. There won’t be anyone as tacky as a Hollywood celebrity or a social media influencer. No one will be posing for selfies or posting to their feeds. This is about discrete power. Royalty, moguls, the upper crust of the upper crust.

I obviously don’t belong, but here I am, in the back of a horse-drawn carriage, sitting across from my grandmother. One of the wheels hits a divot in the road and we sway deeply to the right. I fear we might tip over, which is why I yelp and grab ahold of my seat.

My grandmother doesn’t bat an eyelash as we trudge on.

I sigh and release my death grip. “It’s a little theatrical, don’t you think?”

She inspects the plush blue velvet interior with unadulterated lust in her eyes. “It’s marvelous, straight out of the 1800s. Every detail is perfection.”

“How did Mr. Sainsbury manage to get his hands on so many antique carriages?”

“He commissioned them. It was my idea, actually. It took over two years to create the small fleet that will be used for the party, and once our week here is over, they’ll go up for auction at Christie’s London. One has already pre-sold to the National Gallery.”

The carriages are merely the last in a long line of transportation we’ve used within the last twelve hours. A private plane took us from Boston to Milan, where a hired car was waiting to drive us to Como. There, we paused for breakfast before continuing our journey to the Swiss-facing side of Lake Como. At our destination, we were stopped at a large gate and met by the fleet of carriages. A host of matching attendants in dark blue damask-patterned suits hurried to collect our luggage and offer us refreshment. I turned down the glass of champagne, and as we roll over yet another divot along the path, I’m glad I did. My dress would not have survived.