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  1. Contents
  2. Author’s Note
  3. Part One
  4. Chapter One
  5. Lainey
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Lainey
  8. Chapter Three
  9. Emmett
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Lainey
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Emmett
  14. Chapter Six
  15. Lainey
  16. Chapter Seven
  17. Emmett
  18. Part Two
  19. Chapter Eight
  20. Lainey
  21. Chapter Nine
  22. Emmett
  23. Chapter Ten
  24. Lainey
  25. Chapter Eleven
  26. Lainey
  27. Chapter Twelve
  28. Emmett
  29. Chapter Thirteen
  30. Emmett
  31. Chapter Fourteen
  32. Lainey
  33. Chapter Fifteen
  34. Lainey
  35. Chapter Sixteen
  36. Emmett
  37. Chapter Seventeen
  38. Lainey
  39. Chapter Eighteen
  40. Lainey
  41. Chapter Nineteen
  42. Emmett
  43. Chapter Twenty
  44. Lainey
  45. Chapter Twenty-One
  46. Emmett
  47. Chapter Twenty-Two
  48. Emmett
  49. Chapter Twenty-Three
  50. Lainey
  51. Chapter Twenty-Four
  52. Emmett
  53. Chapter Twenty-Five
  54. Lainey
  55. Chapter Twenty-Six
  56. Lainey
  57. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  58. Emmett
  59. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  60. Lainey
  61. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  62. Lainey
  63. Chapter Thirty
  64. Emmett
  65. Chapter Thirty-One
  66. Emmett
  67. Chapter Thirty-Two
  68. Lainey
  69. Chapter Thirty-Three
  70. Lainey
  71. Chapter Thirty-Four
  72. Emmett
  73. Chapter Thirty-Five
  74. Lainey
  75. Chapter Thirty-Six
  76. Lainey
  77. Chapter Thirty-Seven
  78. Emmett
  79. Chapter Thirty-Eight
  80. Lainey
  81. Epilogue
  82. Lainey
  83. Chapter One
  84. Chapter Two
  85. Chapter Three
  86. Thank you!

Surely she isn’t going to walk, I thought, already reaching for my door handle.

But she raced straight for an idling car parked right in front of mine, in no need of saving.

My plan to spend Christmas chained to my desk is interrupted by a phone call and an invitation from Alexander.

“Maman is coming to town for the holidays.”

“You’re kidding. When’s the last time you saw her?”

He mulls it over. “San Tropez, three years ago. Or was that four? She was dating that singer with the long hair.”

“That’s right. Ignacio. He was what, twenty?”

“If that. He also barely spoke English, but she didn’t seem to care.”

“Do you think they’re still together?”

“I guess we’ll see.”

The arrangements have already been made, and apparently my father is on board too. Oh joy. The last time we were all together was for Alexander’s college graduation. I have no doubt it will be a spectacle, but it’s Christmas Eve, and I’d rather spend the night with my dysfunctional family than with no one at all.

I have an armful of gifts my assistant helped me source: a rare Birkin for my mother, a snowboard made in collaboration with Jean-Michel Basquiat for Alexander, and a perfectly impractical La Dona Menagerie Fountain Pen for my father.

The wind bites at me as I hurry from my car into the Four Seasons where we’re set to have dinner. A personal concierge is waiting for me just inside the door, and beside her stands a bellman with a silver cart. My gifts are immediately offloaded by the bellman then I’m shown the way down the hall, past the noisy dining room where Bostonians are enjoying a Christmas Eve buffet, to a discreet private room hidden behind thick burgundy curtains.

“You’ve arrived just in time, Mr. Mercier,” the concierge tells me with a kind smile. “Please enjoy your evening at the Four Seasons and let us know if there’s anything we can help you with in the future.”

She gives a small bow then sweeps aside the curtain for me to enter. I walk into the room to find every seat at the dining table already filled, save for one. I’m the last to arrive. Down at the head of the table, my father sits like an emperor on his throne. Beside him, Maman, and to her left, Ignacio. Alexander sits beside Ignacio. On the other side of my father, Fay Davenport lifts a glass of red wine to her lips, surveying me with a cold gaze. On her right, with her attention pulled down to the table, sits Lainey.

“What an awful surprise.”

Lainey winces, but no one says a word. My father shoots me an aggressively disapproving glare. Maman is too self-absorbed to register what I’ve said.

“Emmett! My precious boy!”

She leaps up from her seat in a great show of motherly affection, rounding the table with her arms stretched wide. I get engulfed in a hug I don’t want, squeezed tightly by a mother I hardly consider family at all. She’s had work done since I last saw her. When she pulls back to look at me, I notice her nose is thinner, slightly out of proportion with the rest of her face. Her eyebrows are arched unnaturally high, and her lips and cheeks are overly filled. She’s still beautiful, but it’s hard to discern beneath all the fakery.