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Chapters (61)
  1. Cover Page
  2. Title Page
  3. I: Mr. Eliot
  4. 2 • A friend advises
  5. 3 • The visitor from New York
  6. 4 • A girl from Boston
  7. 5 • Skating
  8. 6 • Tea
  9. 7 • The rendezvous and its aftermath
  10. 8 • He appears again
  11. 9 • The beautiful hour
  12. 10 • You’re some girl
  13. 11 • He leaves impressions
  14. 12 • Dinner at the Eliots’
  15. 13 • Lime Street
  16. 14 • Concerning the cathedral at Rheims
  17. II: Walter Vail
  18. 16 • Lilian suffers
  19. 17 • Aunt Tizzy in New York
  20. 18 • A tireless suitor
  21. 19 • Some shocking news
  22. 20 • A round of weddings
  23. 21 • On the Island
  24. 22 • An incident involvinga white boat
  25. III: Mrs. Eliot
  26. 24 • Signs of interest
  27. 25 • Lilian broods, Gilbert blushes
  28. 26 • Mrs. Eliot is surprised
  29. 27 • Lilian decides her fate
  30. 28 • A small kiss
  31. 29 • What does he intend to do?
  32. 30 • Abroad
  33. 31 • Looking at the moon
  34. 32 • The drumming of rain
  35. IV: Gilbert Finch
  36. 34 • The household fills up
  37. 35 • Something troubles Gilbert
  38. 36 • A visit from a brother
  39. 37 • After the crash
  40. 38 • A cure in England
  41. 39 • He does his best
  42. 40 • Dolly’s news
  43. 41 • Stretches of clear sky
  44. V: Irene
  45. 43 • A gulf between them
  46. 44 • The luncheon club
  47. 45 • Probably just a raccoon
  48. 46 • Concerning Irene
  49. 47 • The Blue Ruin
  50. 48 • The butterfly
  51. VI: Aunt Tizzy
  52. 50 • The wing
  53. 51 • The black dog
  54. 52 • Mrs. Eliot is missing
  55. 53 • Drinks at the country club
  56. 54 • Meeting again
  57. 55 • At Hawthorne’s grave
  58. 56 • Who always knew
  59. 57 • The hotel
  60. 58 • A new life
  61. A Biography of Susan Minot

They arrived in Calais where the wind by the docks smelled of soaked wood and coffee. The first few hours traveling by train to Paris Lilian could not help think of her old friend, Walter Vail. She had pictured him here so often. So these were the yellow stripes of field he might have looked at, and these the dining car menus he was used to reading. She thought of him not with the old deep feeling but more mildly, in a sort of daydream. As one often feels in a foreign place, she half-expected to meet him at any moment — perhaps he was even on the train! Though he was revisiting her thoughts, he had long ago ceased to have any influence over her. So what if she did meet him? She would greet him warmly, in a way which would show him he’d long since been out of her mind. He, too, would act as if they’d meant nothing to each other, that nothing had taken place between them. Of course, on his side it was true. She had come to accept that. Perhaps his wife would be with him — yes, coming up from behind with a smart coat on and a stole. Darling, he would say, Véronique … and the brim of her hat would touch his shoulder. Lilian would shake the slip of a pale kid glove, look directly into her almond-shaped eyes. So nice to meet you, she’d say. Was she well? Walter Vail would be polite, his posture stiffened awkwardly. Never better, she would say and tell him of her engagement. Why that was wonderful news, congratulations. No he didn’t think he’d met Gilbert Finch … Now her mother would be calling her — they were at the train station, people walking crisply by, and they would both have to hurry off … And after, Lilian couldn’t help wishing him the tiniest bit of trouble, after what she’d been through on his account. Afterwards, his wife would press him about her — who was this girl from Boston? How good une amie? They would quarrel! Lilian meanwhile would leave the meeting serene, having seen his face, and seen that it was not the face she loved, not anymore.

Her heart beat faster, envisioning the scene. As she watched the wet ditches fly past below she found herself recalling some of the old hurt, and how unlike Gilbert he was, Gilbert whose face was so open that when an emotion appeared on it there was no chance of mistaking it for something else. Lilian thought of his face, savoring those qualities, yet seeing her own reflection over the countryside, she found it difficult to picture exactly.

In Paris, they stayed next door to where Empress Josephine had lived. She had walked in the same park and Arthur reported that she’d changed her clothes three times a day, though Mrs. Eliot remained unimpressed.