Back Flight: a Novel
Chapters (23)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. December 22: The Cars
  5. Tess and Martin
  6. Kate and Josh
  7. Alice and Henry
  8. Quinn and Madeleine
  9. The House
  10. 1
  11. 2
  12. 3
  13. 4
  14. 5
  15. 6
  16. 7
  17. 8
  18. The Woods
  19. The Birds
  20. Acknowledgments
  21. About the Author
  22. Also by Lynn Steger Strong
  23. About the Publisher

Tess crosses her arms, leans forward, then back. “Don’t do that, Kate. Don’t be like that.”

“Do what? I’m asking you to think about what mattered to our mother.”

“I think what mattered to your mother was all of us.”

“She loved that house, Tess.”

“She loved us.”

Henry has hold of Alice, who’s come back with a beer and sits against him, her beer held tight with all ten fingers. “I think maybe this is enough grown-up bonding for our first night,” Henry says.

“We have to settle this,” says Josh.

“We will,” says Martin. “But we also need to sleep. We don’t need to wake the kids.”

Kate doesn’t look at any of them. She listens, eyes out the window, head angled toward the floor, as Tess and Martin go upstairs, as Alice and Henry get up together and walk out the back door.

“We don’t get as much say because we don’t have children,” says Alice, lighting a cigarette and walking past the barn toward the woods. She doesn’t really care what happens, but still, fuck them.

“No one said that,” says her husband.

“Your fucking snail kites,” she says.

When Henry was little, he has told her, from his upstairs window, looking out over the federal preserve, he’d watched them, only found in Florida in the U.S.: taloned raptors, beaks made to eat the snails found only in the wetlands; the only species of raptor that lived communally. He wants to make more space for all of them: the great blue herons, the ospreys, the bald eagles that he glimpsed sometimes when he was a kid.

“There aren’t that many left,” he says. She only started to smoke again last year, and she knows he hates to watch her do it, like she no longer cares what might or might not kill her. He looks back toward the barn instead. “I’m not sure why you think what I want matters less.”

“Because they’re trying to survive, Henry. My mom helped us. Your mom helped us. We have this house.”

“Oh, fuck that,” he says. “They’re all rich. Their kids’ futures aren’t going to be determined by where they fucking go to college.”

Alice smokes and waits for him to settle.

“When did my siblings become such gross people?”

“They’re not gross, Henry. They’re parents. They’re trying to give their kids the lives they think they should have.”

Later, Alice watches as Henry walks back to the barn. She goes back into the house by herself. He hugged her, held her. He can’t help it, she thinks, leaving her like this.

Tess sends a few more work emails, and Martin manages not to tell her that she shouldn’t look at screens in bed.

Josh follows Kate up the stairs and puts Bea back in bed next to her brothers. He reaches an arm around Kate’s waist, and she waits for him to fall asleep so she can wriggle out from underneath and watch a baking show on her phone to settle down the whirring in her brain.