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Chapters (32)
  1. Cover
  2. Title Page
  3. Acknowledgements
  4. Dedication
  5. Epigraph
  6. Chapter 1
  7. Chapter 2
  8. Chapter 3
  9. Chapter 4
  10. Chapter 5
  11. Chapter 6
  12. Chapter 7
  13. Chapter 8
  14. Chapter 9
  15. Chapter 10
  16. Chapter 11
  17. Chapter 12
  18. Chapter 13
  19. Chapter 14
  20. Chapter 15
  21. Chapter 16
  22. Chapter 17
  23. Chapter 18
  24. Chapter 19
  25. Chapter 20
  26. Chapter 21
  27. Chapter 22
  28. Chapter 23
  29. Chapter 24
  30. Epilogue
  31. About the Author
  32. About the Publisher

Also on the record were her political ambitions as well as her aversion to being around healthy babies, although, as Mat wrote about it, her neurosis no longer seemed like such a weakness.

Off the record was her sexual relationship with him and everything about Dennis Case. He’d asked for her trust, but she hadn’t been able to give it. Now she admitted she should have remembered his rock-solid sense of responsibility and not passed judgment so swiftly.

Although he’d exposed far more of her private world than any other journalist, he’d also transformed her from a national icon into a living, breathing woman. He’d described the way she cared about people and her delight in the ordinary, her deep sense of patriotism and her love of politics—although she didn’t appreciate being labeled a “dewy-eyed optimist.” He made her seem more vulnerable than she thought she was, but she appreciated the way he stressed her deep knowledge of national and international affairs.

Only as he described his own relationship with her did he become vague, which left her to do the clean-up work. Barbara Walters hadn’t made it easy.

BW: Mrs. Case, in Mat Jorik’s series of articles in the Chicago Standard, he describes your feelings about the girls at some length, but he doesn’t say much about your relationship with each other. Would you care to comment?

CC: Mat is a fine journalist, and he wrote about what happened in more detail than I ever could. I don’t think he left much out.

BW: But how would you describe your relationship?

CC: Two hard-headed adults trying to figure out what was best for the girls. Emphasis on the hard-headed.

BW: Mat does mention your quarrels.

CC: [laughs] Which would never have happened if he hadn’t been wrong so often.

That laughter hurt. Pretending it had meant nothing.

BW: And are you still friends?

CC: How could we not be friends after going through an adventure like that? You’ve heard about soldiers during wartime. Even though they never see each other again, there will always be a special bond between them.

Special and oh, so painful.

BW: Have you and Mat spoken since then?

CC: At this point, he’s still the girls’ legal guardian, and we have the adoption to sort out, so of course there’s been communication.

No need to say that it had all been through their attorneys.

BW: Just to set the record straight, there was no romantic relationship between the two of you.

CC: Romantic? We were only together for a week. And don’t forget that we had two very active chaperones. It would have been a difficult trick to pull off.

Very difficult . . . but not impossible.