Back Fire in the Star
Chapters (38)
  1. Half Title
  2. Dedication
  3. Also by Kamilla Benko
  4. Title Page
  5. Map
  6. Epigraph
  7. Chapter One
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Chapter Three
  10. Chapter Four
  11. Chapter Five
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Chapter Eight
  15. Chapter Nine
  16. Chapter Ten
  17. Chapter Eleven
  18. Chapter Twelve
  19. Chapter Thirteen
  20. Chapter Fourteen
  21. Chapter Fifteen
  22. Chapter Sixteen
  23. Chapter Seventeen
  24. Chapter Eighteen
  25. Chapter Nineteen
  26. Chapter Twenty
  27. Chapter Twenty-One
  28. Chapter Twenty-Two
  29. Chapter Twenty-Three
  30. Chapter Twenty-Four
  31. Chapter Twenty-Five
  32. Chapter Twenty-Six
  33. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  34. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  35. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  36. Chapter Thirty
  37. Epilogue
  38. Acknowledgments

A glimmering streak in a dark ponytail.

Sophie—becoming a unicorn.

Claire shook her head, trying to clear her mind of the memory, and set the paintbrush down. She wasn’t ready to draw anything permanent yet. She tugged the pencil out of her hair, sat down on the floor with her back against the wall, and sketched a silver line across a scrap of parchment that had been left for her to test out the paints. And as she moved across the wild blankness of the page, confidence swept over her, and she began to feel calmer. This was something she knew how to do.

Letting her pencil fly across the page, Claire began to draw without setting out to sketch anything in particular. Her mind was filled with sharp points and jagged edges. Sketching was the best way of smoothing them out to make sense of what was happening. It was how she’d spent most of the nights when Sophie was away in the hospital and their home felt particularly empty.

She drew a zig and then a zag and finally another zig. It could be the top of a mountain range or … She added a few lines and began to shade it in: a crown.

Claire felt prickly with frustration. She was so close to it. Well, to the first part of it, anyway. The Love Knot Tine was only a few yards away, resting out there in the lobby for anyone to see, and yet it felt as far away as the moon.

She drew another line, thick and heavy—as heavy as the crown must be to wear. Claire could hardly tolerate a headband, the way it pushed on her temples, so she could only imagine how heavy a metal crown must feel.

She added a few more lines to her drawing, her pencil speeding along faster than her thoughts. Usually, magic was in the material, and Claire helped guide it out, but now it almost seemed as though the pencil were dragging her forward, and she let the image, whatever it was, spill onto the paper. A story unspooled within her that felt like a forgotten memory:

“I don’t want to wear it,” the princess complained. “It’s heavy, and it makes my head hurt.” Plus, it was noisy. Whenever she was around the crown, she could hear the hum of the meteorite it had been forged from.

“My sweet star, you’re never going to have to wear it.” Her mother, a woman with a sparkling veil pinned to a small tiara nestled in her hair, dropped a kiss on the girl’s forehead. “That’s your brother’s burden to bear.”