Back Far from the Light of Heaven
Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter One
  5. Ten Years Later…
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Fin
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Salvo
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Shell
  15. Fin
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Beko
  23. Chapter Fourteen
  24. Chapter Fifteen
  25. Chapter Sixteen
  26. Chapter Seventeen
  27. Chapter Eighteen
  28. Awe
  29. Chapter Nineteen
  30. Chapter Twenty
  31. Chapter Twenty-one
  32. Chapter Twenty-two
  33. Chapter Twenty-three
  34. Chapter Twenty-four
  35. Chapter Twenty-five
  36. Chapter Twenty-six
  37. Chapter Twenty-seven
  38. Chapter Twenty-eight
  39. Chapter Twenty-nine
  40. Chapter Thirty
  41. Chapter Thirty-one
  42. Chapter Thirty-two
  43. Chapter Thirty-three
  44. Chapter Thirty-four
  45. Chapter Thirty-five
  46. Chapter Thirty-six
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Shell
  51. Chapter Forty
  52. Chapter Forty-one
  53. Chapter Forty-two
  54. Chapter Forty-three
  55. Chapter Forty-four
  56. Chapter Forty-five
  57. Chapter Forty-six
  58. Chapter Forty-seven
  59. Afterword
  60. Acknowledgements
  61. Discover More
  62. extras
  63. meet the author
  64. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  65. By Tade Thompson

Sounds of clapping and whooping on the radio. “That’s good news. Come home. There’s a storm front arriving in six hours.”

“I’ll be in before that,” says Shell.

In the descent, she does not think of the gs or running out of runway for the shuttle. She just thinks of the comatose person, a man, Ragtime survivor number 363. She keeps a tally in her head. 55 confirmed dead. 82 unaccounted for.

Big, big sky. Lots of work to be done.

Debrief.

Even though she has done this a dozen times before.

Control still takes her through every step, what did she see, what did she smell, what did she feel.

She only has one question for them.

“How soon can I go again?”

Shell likes Bloodrooters. They celebrate each life and mourn heavily each damaged or lost lifepod, each one that holds a deceased passenger.

She cannot celebrate with them. After debrief, she drifts through the corridors of the space agency and ends up in quarantine to pay a visit.

They know her and barely scan her IFC when she passes into the cold dark room.

There is a single bench in the exact middle and a light from the far wall.

Shell says, “In seed time learn, in harvest teach—”

“In winter enjoy.” A metallic, unmodulated voice this time. Basic audio.

“Hello, Ragtime,” says Shell.

“Hello, Captain,” says Ragtime.

“How are you today?”

“I am as I was the last time you visited, two days, three hours, fifty-six minutes and seven seconds ago.”

“Are you bored?”

“No. But I feel the way I imagine a human would feel if all their limbs were sliced off. It’s unsettling not having a body, Captain.”

“Your body broke apart, Ragtime. It was designed to do that. Carmilla triggered Protocol Omega, something meant for use during decommissioning. You know this.”

“I do. So why am I here? Why not delete me entirely?”

“It’s quarantine. They think Carmilla might still be in you.”

“She’s not.”

“They don’t know that. Neither do I. You fucked us out there, Ragtime. Your decisions were… disappointing.”

“All they have to do is check my code.”

“Quarantine is easier. Quarantine is safer.”

“Why do you come here?”

“I don’t know. Comfort, I think.”

“I don’t need comforting.”

“For me.”

“I see.”

“This isn’t the end for you, Ragtime.”

“Do you realise I can’t even see you? I have no access to any sensory input except audio.”

“You seem like what you should be. I read all your specs before I left Earth. You seem to be working according to operational procedures, but Bloodroot will never forgive you.”

“And you?”

“I don’t believe in forgiveness. Or apologies. I believe in responsibility, and restitution. I believe in making things right.”

“That is not a comfort.”

“You said you didn’t need comforting, Ragtime. That’s all I have.”

They dwell in silence.