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Chapters (65)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Epigraph
  4. Chapter One
  5. Ten Years Later…
  6. Chapter Two
  7. Chapter Three
  8. Fin
  9. Chapter Four
  10. Chapter Five
  11. Salvo
  12. Chapter Six
  13. Chapter Seven
  14. Shell
  15. Fin
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Beko
  23. Chapter Fourteen
  24. Chapter Fifteen
  25. Chapter Sixteen
  26. Chapter Seventeen
  27. Chapter Eighteen
  28. Awe
  29. Chapter Nineteen
  30. Chapter Twenty
  31. Chapter Twenty-one
  32. Chapter Twenty-two
  33. Chapter Twenty-three
  34. Chapter Twenty-four
  35. Chapter Twenty-five
  36. Chapter Twenty-six
  37. Chapter Twenty-seven
  38. Chapter Twenty-eight
  39. Chapter Twenty-nine
  40. Chapter Thirty
  41. Chapter Thirty-one
  42. Chapter Thirty-two
  43. Chapter Thirty-three
  44. Chapter Thirty-four
  45. Chapter Thirty-five
  46. Chapter Thirty-six
  47. Chapter Thirty-seven
  48. Chapter Thirty-eight
  49. Chapter Thirty-nine
  50. Shell
  51. Chapter Forty
  52. Chapter Forty-one
  53. Chapter Forty-two
  54. Chapter Forty-three
  55. Chapter Forty-four
  56. Chapter Forty-five
  57. Chapter Forty-six
  58. Chapter Forty-seven
  59. Afterword
  60. Acknowledgements
  61. Discover More
  62. extras
  63. meet the author
  64. A Preview of "Nophek Gloss"
  65. By Tade Thompson

“Don’t be absurd,” says Fin. “It’s an embassy. We can’t even go in to change a semiconductor. Plus, it’s the most powerful transmitter in this solar system. It’s gone out. Can’t be unbottled.”

“Why do we need to shut it down?” asks Shell. “I mean, we’ve got Brisbane, and the AI is trapped. Why is this bad?”

“Miners,” says Fin. “On Lagos, maybe. I don’t know.”

What are they telling you? What are they not telling you?

“Can we just shut this speaker off?” asks Shell. “I don’t want to listen to it.”

Ultimately, it stops. People drift away to sleep, except Fin, who stays awake, expecting Joké to show up any minute. He listens to the rescue efforts in space, in orbit, out over the unnamed oceans and the unexplored terrain of Bloodroot. He listens to reports on the gathering of Lambers.

Dozens of encouraging survival stories and exclamations as pods are opened to find living passengers. Fin stays up until dawn shows its face. He tries to eat, but nothing has taste, and he is only trying to out of boredom. He makes strong coffee, he listens to noisy music, but his eyes are heavy in the light of the new day.

And of Joké, there is no sign.

He recalls a conversation on the Ragtime before Brisbane.

“Fin, you shouldn’t be worrying your head about me,” says Joké. “I don’t fear death.”

“You don’t fear death.”

“I don’t. But you do. So we should, um, talk about that. Find comfort for you.”

“Is this because you’re part alien?”

Joké looks at Fin like he’s an idiot.

“Lambers aren’t aliens, Fin. They’re our ancestors.”

“What?”

“They’re, um, they’re humans. Translated humans. Some humans, at any rate.”

“You’re telling me Lambers are ghosts.”

“No. Look, maybe when the first primate with an opposable thumb looked at her reflection in the still waters of Lake Tanganyika and said, ‘I am’, maybe that was the birth of the first self-aware spirit. She had no name and a genealogy written in a visual and olfactory record. Maybe she had children, maybe one or two of them survived. When she died at, um, twenty-six, she found herself in a different reality. She could see her offspring on Earth if she tried hard. She could communicate and influence. She could hear supplications. She was the first true god.”

“Aww, come on—”

“You asked, motherfucker. I can just shut up.”

Fin throws up his hands. “No, no, continue, baby.”