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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

Shirley sat in an armchair whose end tables held open crossword-puzzle books. She picked up one and wrote in an entry. I shrugged and took all the books and magazines from a wicker chair, stacking them on another side table and pulling the chair up so I was facing her.

“I was told you weren’t much interested in your daughter, and I can see that it’s true, so I won’t take a lot of your time.”

Shirley Kiel sat back in the chair, jaw slack, as if I’d slapped her. The puzzle book fell to the floor. “You don’t understand,” she said feebly.

She was right: I didn’t understand what it was like to have a child, let alone one who was grown and who was beyond my ability to help or cure. The pain would perhaps make you numb yourself with crossword puzzles. Make you apathetic to the dirt and debris around you. And maybe it would make you belittle your daughter’s own pain by pretending it was melodrama: Sonia Bernhardt.

“What’s she done this time to embarrass me?” The light baritone had swept into the room.

I turned to look. Nathan Kiel was a short man with a stocky body, but the force field of anger around him was so large that it seemed to push me against the back of the chair. His bio said he was eighty, but the brown eyes in his square face were alert, alive, even if the life was fueled by fury.

“I doubt she had you in mind,” I said dryly. “Do you know that she’s in a coma at the hospital?”

He grunted, affirmation I suppose. “And you are?”

“V.I. Warshawski. I’m a detective. I’m here from Chicago, trying—”

“You knew? You knew Sonia was in the hospital and you didn’t tell me?” Shirley’s pale eyes turned dark.

“What would you have done? Enacted one of your own dramas for me?” Kiel snorted. “Celia Cordley called me this morning—”

“Oh, Cee-Cee.” Shirley spoke with heavy sarcasm. “Another of Nate’s groupies, anxious for the approval of the great doctor. She hasn’t learned yet that his approval only comes if she spends the rest of her life following him around like an anxious puppy. You should tell her what happened to Ma—”

“Will you shut up?” Kiel bellowed. “I want to know what this detective is trying to stir up here in Lawrence. My daughter is seriously ill and very weak emotionally and morally. If you’re preying on her, you could open yourself to major litigation.”

“Dr. Kiel, you’re supposedly an impressive scientist, but you and logic parted company some miles back down the road. Far from preying on your daughter, I saved her life.”

“You knew there was a detective in town interested in Sonia and you didn’t tell me?” Shirley blazed again.