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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

“Lithium requires a lot more patient cooperation than Sonia will provide. You can’t drink, you have to have regular blood work, and it’s dangerous to your whole body if you go off it cold turkey. Anyway, it’s not used much these days. We have her on one of the new generation of atypical antipsychotics—Depakote, if you want to know. You shouldn’t drink alcohol with Depakote either, but it doesn’t stay in the system the way lithium does, and you can’t go into shock the way you can when you stop lithium abruptly.”

I described how I’d found Sonia, barely breathing under the iron staircase leading up to the floor above the Lion’s Pride. “Would that be the interaction of Depakote with alcohol?”

He shrugged again. “It could be. She’s not in good shape, and thirty years of antipsychotics, even with her going off them for five years when she went out east . . . it makes her more vulnerable to side effects. And her drinking, of course. When the police officer came this morning to tell me Sonia was hospitalized, I phoned the ward head and the on-call doctor, but there’s not a lot they can do until they get the tox screen back, except see that she remains hydrated and breathing.”

“You keep taking her back here because of Chesnitz and Kiel?” I ventured.

He nodded. “It’s not fair to the other residents. We get complaints in group meetings, and I try to be honest, not to sugarcoat it. I’m not sure it’s a bad thing for them to see that everyone with a job faces unpleasant choices. Or that’s my rationalization.”

We sat silent for a minute. I was watching the birds in the grasses, but Marx was staring at the bulldozers. His jaw worked in rhythm with their teeth, as if he’d like to chew something or someone up the way they were chewing the ground.

He roused himself at length. “I have another group-therapy session in five minutes. Do you have what you came for?”

“Sonia talked on the phone about seeing my missing pair at a cemetery where her truelove died. I need to know where that cemetery is. The cops told me there are five in town.”

Marx drained his coffee cup and smacked it on the table. “Forget it: that’s one of her persistent rants. Fantasies. A lover who was murdered by her father, or one of her father’s colleagues, or the military, or the FBI. She journals about him, she talks about him—it gets none of us anywhere. You’d be a new audience for her, so she was probably trying to seduce you into listening to her by giving you what you want—a sighting of your runaways. I’m sure she made it up.”