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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

“While she was digging up samples, Ms. McKinnon came on part of a skeleton of a baby, probably born around the same time as Cady. She sent that to Dr. Roque along with the soil. I wondered if Cady had a twin who died or if Sonia’s emotional problems might have been triggered by a pregnancy. She was fourteen that summer. I got DNA samples from both women. Neither is related to the dead baby, but the two are sisters.”

“How did you trick Cady into giving you a sample?”

“I asked her for it.”

“No,” she said again, but it was a whisper. An instant later she started to cry, terrible jagged sobs that shook her whole body.

She would not welcome comfort from me. I went into the house and found the kitchen, found glassware, found water in the refrigerator. I filled two glasses and brought them with a box of tissues to the porch.

Perec took a glass from me. She gestured at a small round table. I moved it next to her chair and sat back down. Her sobs had already diminished; she sipped at her water and dabbed her face with a tissue, leaving muddy streaks across her cheeks.

I drank my own water: my throat was dry and raw from the stress. Or from incipient pneumonia. I surreptitiously felt my lymph glands.

“I wondered if you might be Cady’s mother,” I ventured.

“What?” The suggestion outraged her enough to bring some strength back to her voice. “My husband died when Jenny was a toddler. I thought you knew that—you know so much, busybody that you are.”

I felt a perverse relief in her insulting me again—it meant she was recovering. “Sonia and Cady had a parent in common, perhaps two. I don’t suppose the Kiels had a baby that you adopted.”

She looked fierce, briefly, and then her face crumpled. She didn’t start to cry again, but she collapsed back in her chair.

“I love Cady as my own,” she whispered. “I do, I truly do, but—”

I waited, sitting still, making myself part of the porch furniture.

“I was so angry when Jenny got pregnant, and with Dr. Kiel’s least promising student to boot. She was bright, outgoing, people followed her lead: she could have done anything with her life.

“Science—she was gifted, even Nathan—Dr. Kiel—who judges everyone harshly, saw how gifted she was. He got the university to offer her a full scholarship, and she started, in physics and international politics, and then she got sucked into the anti-nuke movement. Of course she met Matt Chastain through me—through my working for Dr. Kiel, I mean—and what she saw in him I’ll never know!”