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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

I nodded. “You could be right—maybe I am melodramatic. I don’t want to take a chance, that’s all. Sonia saw something odd at Doris McKinnon’s farm last week. If anyone is afraid she’ll start spreading it around . . .”

“No one would believe her.” Heinz smiled sourly. “Everyone in Lawrence who knows her is so used to her theatrics that they don’t pay attention to her.”

“But the people who don’t know her . . .”

Heinz thought about it. “Maybe. However, you’re the only person who’s been here for her the whole time she’s been unconscious. One of her brothers has called several times, but I don’t think she’s on anyone’s radar, for good or bad. And in any event, it’s most unlikely she’ll remember anything from the Lion’s Pride—she was extremely drunk before she took the roofies on board.”

She let me into the room. Although Sonia was breathing on her own, she had an oxygen feed attached to her nose, a heart monitor, tubes dripping saline and sugar into her arms.

When I sat next to her and lightly clasped her hand, her eyes fluttered open. “Doctor?”

Her throat was dry, her speech slurred. Heinz pointed at a carton of lemon-glycerin swabs. I took one and put it in Sonia’s mouth.

“I’m a detective, Sonia. I found you last Tuesday. You called me from the Lion’s Pride because you’d seen the people I was trying to find. You’d seen Emerald Ferring and August Veriden.”

She sucked on the swab, her eyes closed. “Em’ral’. Show-off.”

I kept my fingers around her hand, pressed lightly, didn’t speak.

“People at missile, muns, muns. Em’ral’ comes July Fourth, picture in papers.”

Months and months, I finally translated. “Were you there for months and months?”

Her slack mouth contorted in a frown. “No, Daddy shit fit. Always wrong. Get out bed, wrong. Wrong clothes. Fat, stupid. Matt, darling dear. Dad super mad, stupid boy, what he doing?”

“Matt didn’t camp at the silo, did he?” I said, voice just loud enough to carry over the machines. “He went out to visit Jenny Perec. And the baby.”

“Jenny, baby, try keep Matt. No good. She died. I saw her on the cartafalque.”

The effort to speak wore her out, and she drifted off. Cartafalque? I supposed she meant catafalque, but it was an odd image.

I sat for a time, resisting the urge to pull out my computer and answer e-mails or to look up. The hardest thing in the world, just to sit. One of the nurses came in several times to check on Sonia, but she didn’t try to make me leave.

After about fifteen minutes, Sonia opened her eyes again. “Doctor?”