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Chapters (67)
  1. Dedication
  2. 1Playing the Sap—Again
  3. 2Fit for Life
  4. 3Auteur Deconstructed
  5. 4Long Shot
  6. 5Designer Beer
  7. 6Crossing the River
  8. 7A Happening Place
  9. 8On the Hill
  10. 9Red Menace
  11. 10What Big Teeth You Have
  12. 11Rabid Fans
  13. 12Ugly Duckling
  14. 13One Sober Minute
  15. 14It’s a Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad Scientist
  16. 15And Besides, the Mensch Is Dead
  17. 16Down by the Riverside
  18. 17Junkyard Dogs
  19. 18Those Good Old Days
  20. 19Dead End
  21. 20The Short-Tempered Arm of the Law
  22. 21Voices from Home
  23. 22Barflies
  24. 23Picture Perfect
  25. 24Trespassers W
  26. 25Trouble in Douglas County
  27. 26Patriots Care
  28. 27Spiritual Adviser
  29. 28Disappearing Act
  30. 29Data Swapping
  31. 30Visiting Brass
  32. 31Origin Stories
  33. 32Carrying the Can
  34. 33Picking Through the Bones
  35. 34Hard Words
  36. 35Knee-Deep in Water
  37. 36Casual Day in Court
  38. 37Twenty-Four-Karat Smile
  39. 38Upscale Housing
  40. 39Surprise, Surprise!
  41. 40Polar Bear
  42. 41You’re So Ignorant
  43. 42Sonia, April 1983
  44. 43Hazmat Site
  45. 44Swabbing the Decks, or Something
  46. 45Here for the Duration
  47. 46The Fighting Germs
  48. 47Playing with Germs
  49. 48Late Night at the Library
  50. 49Baby Blues
  51. 50Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be?
  52. 51Known Unknowns
  53. 52Good Country People
  54. 53Date Night at the Movies
  55. 54Now the Wench Is Dead
  56. 55Men in Black
  57. 56Snake Eyes
  58. 57Tang Soo
  59. 58Ci Sono
  60. 59Entertaining Visitors
  61. 60Fairy Tales
  62. 61The Sisters Grow Up
  63. 62There’s No Place Like Home
  64. Thanks
  65. About the Author
  66. Also by Sara Paretsky
  67. About the Publisher

“I’m really beat, Cady, and I haven’t had dinner yet.”

“Oh, my goodness, I’m so sorry. Gram roasted a chicken—I’ll bring you leftovers.”

The fish cakes looked dried out and the broccolini limp, but was homemade chicken enough of a compensation for a late-night meeting? Still, I gave Cady the B and B address and bought a bottle of valpolicella.

Cady pulled up just as Peppy and I were getting out of the car. She bent to fondle the dog’s ears, apologizing again for the lateness.

“It’s Gram,” she said, handing me a foil pan: chicken, green beans, and a salad.

I made encouraging noises while I poured wine and started eating. The green beans were as limp as the store’s broccolini, but the chicken was good and the salad crisp.

“She was pretty witchy last night. She kept making sharp remarks about me not knowing when to keep my big mouth shut, and finally, tonight, I forced her to tell me what had her so wound up. She says you came around and said terrible, really hateful things and that it was my fault for letting you into the private part of our lives.”

She blinked to hide her tears, fishing in her blazer pockets for a tissue. I handed her the box from the bedside table.

“What did you say to her?” Cady sniffled.

“We talked about Sonia Kiel.”

I tried to reconstruct the conversation: so much had happened since I’d seen Gertrude Perec that I had a hard time remembering what we’d said. Sonia, her phantom lover, and yes.

“Every time I ask questions about your mother, or Sonia, or the graduate student who Dr. Kiel says ruined his experiment, people start barking at me. Not just your grandmother.”

“But what did you say to Gram?” Cady insisted.

“I wanted to know more about Matt Chastain—he was Kiel’s graduate student—he’s the one Sonia had the crush on, the one she thinks died. I figured since your grandmother had worked for Dr. Kiel, she’d know about Chastain.”

“She says you said something cruel,” Cady said. “I need to know what it was.”

I shook my head helplessly. “Cady, I wondered if Matt might have been your father. I don’t know what made me say it to her, just that he was there, Jenny—your mother—was there, and then Matt disappeared. They might easily have met—your grandmother was Dr. Kiel’s secretary and I imagine your mother going to Kiel’s lab to see your granny.”

She swallowed her mug of wine in a single gulp. “Ugh. That’s strong.”

I ate more of the chicken, sipped the wine, waited.