Chapters (22)
- Title Page
- Books by Lois McMaster Bujold
- Dedication
- Acknowledgment
- Chapter One
- Chapter Two
- Chapter Three
- Chapter Four
- Chapter Five
- Chapter Six
- Chapter Seven
- Chapter Eight
- Chapter Nine
- Chapter Ten
- Chapter Eleven
- Chapter Twelve
- Chapter Thirteen
- Chapter Fourteen
- Chapter Fifteen
- Chapter Sixteen
- Author's Note
- About the Author
"Claire, Tony, I know this seems hard. But you in the first generations have a special burden. You are the first step in a very detailed long-range plan for GalacTech, spanning literally generations. Your actions have a multiplier effect all out of proportion—look, this isn't by any means the end of the world for you two. Claire has a long reproductive career scheduled. It's quite probable you'll be getting back together again someday. And you, Tony—you're tops. GalacTech's not going to waste you, either. There will be other girls—"
"I don't want other girls," said Tony stonily. "Only Claire."
Dr. Yei paused, went on. "I shouldn't be telling you this yet, but Sinda in Nutrition is next for you. I've always thought she was an extraordinarily pretty girl."
"She has a laugh like a hacksaw."
Dr. Yei blew out her breath impatiently. "We'll discuss it later. At length. Right now I have to talk with Claire." She thrust him firmly out the door and keyed it shut on his frown and muffled objections.
Dr. Yei turned back to Claire and fixed her with a stern gaze. "Claire—did you and Tony continue to have sexual relations after you became pregnant?"
"Dr. Minchenko said it wouldn't hurt the baby."
"Dr. Minchenko knew?"
"I don't know . . . I just asked him, like, in a general way." Claire studied her hands guiltily. "Did you expect us to stop?"
"Well, yes!"
"You didn't tell us to."
"You didn't ask. In fact, you were quite careful not to bring up the subject, now that I think back—oh, how could I have been so blindsided?"
"But downsiders do it all the time," Claire defended herself.
"How do you know what downsiders do?"
"Silver says Mr. Van Atta—" Claire stopped abruptly.
Dr. Yei's attention sharpened, knife-like and uncomfortable. "What do you know about Silver and Mr. Van Atta?"
"Well—everything, I guess. I mean, we all wanted to know how downsiders did it." Claire paused. "Downsiders are strange," she added.
After a paralyzed moment, Dr. Yei buried her face in her hands and sniggered helplessly. "And so Silver's been supplying you with detailed information?"
"Well, yes." Claire regarded the psychologist with wary fascination.
Dr. Yei stifled her chortles, a strange light growing in her eyes, part humor, part irritation. "I suppose—I suppose you'd better pass the word to Tony not to let on. I'm afraid Mr. Van Atta would become a little upset if he realized his personal activities had a second-hand audience."
"All right," Claire agreed doubtfully. "But—you always wanted to know all about me and Tony."
"That's different. We were trying to help you."
"Well, we and Silver are trying to help each other."
"You're not supposed to help yourselves." The sting of Dr. Yei's criticism was blunted by her suppressed smile. "You're supposed to wait until you're served." Yei paused. "Just how many of you are privy to this, ah, Silver-mine of information, anyway? Just you and Tony, I trust?"