Back Fake Like Me
Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Carey Logan Retrospective Coming to Young Museum
  5. 1996
  6. Chapter One
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Prudence
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Humility
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chastity
  26. Chapter Seventeen
  27. Modesty & Temperance
  28. Chapter Eighteen
  29. Purity & Obedience
  30. Chapter Nineteen
  31. Chapter Twenty
  32. Chapter Twenty-One
  33. Chapter Twenty-Two
  34. Chapter Twenty-Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-Four
  36. One Year Later
  37. Chapter Twenty-Five
  38. Acknowledgments
  39. Discover Barbara Bourland
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Barbara Bourland
  42. Reading Group Guide

“There’s a barn through the woods. I’m showing you the rest of the lake. Pine City is over there,” he said, pointing west. “That’s Max’s dock. Through that path is her yard, where the fire was last night.”

“What’s a Dardanelle?” I asked him, remembering the map.

“It’s a Turkish strait,” he said. “Marlin drew the map. It’s some mythical thing.” Then he was turning around, leaving the dock, squeezing past me without touching me. We returned to the woods, down another bedraggled path, thorns and weeds bending beneath our steps. Cobwebs dripped from the trees above us, their soft nets catching against my skin.

As promised, a barn appeared.

It was 60 feet across, 120 feet deep, and sturdy—the opposite of the moldering shack he’d given me on the first day—with a double-height loft and reinforced steel doors. I could barely believe it. It was more than a barn—it was a warehouse; it was a gift.

A paved road led away from it to the east.

“That driveway hits the main road just past Granger Walk, the Pine City driveway,” Tyler explained. “We took the scenic route, so you could get your bearings,” he continued, pulling a key off his ring and fussing with the padlock as the first raindrops fell. I helped him wrench the doors open. Lightning struck behind us as Tyler disappeared inside the barn, into the darkness. I was left alone as the rain came down, hard, the drops ricocheting off the ground and bouncing back up over my ankles. Moments later, the fluorescent beams hanging from the rafters lit up in rows, illuminating the interior all the way to the back, where an extra-wide staircase led to the hayloft.

It was a beautiful, completely professional studio. The concrete floors were level; the windows brand-new; the sinks stainless steel. A gorgeous cast-iron woodstove was installed in the center of the room. There were kilns, too—three electric, and one gas, the size of a walk-in closet. Huge sections of the roof were tiled in sheets of clear corrugated plastic to let in the light, and the side walls were bisected by a high stripe of windows. A small kitchen was partitioned in the back.

The rain started pelting the roof, the drops hitting hard. Tyler waited for my reaction. I couldn’t help but stare back at him—at the golden skin running under the holes of his thin black shirt, at the curve of his collarbone and the long lines of his neck, at the raised burn marks on his forearms that I wanted to reach out and touch one by one. He waved at the studio and raised his eyebrows expectantly. I was supposed to speak.