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Chapters (42)
  1. Cover
  2. Title
  3. Dedication
  4. Carey Logan Retrospective Coming to Young Museum
  5. 1996
  6. Chapter One
  7. 2011
  8. Chapter Two
  9. Prudence
  10. Chapter Three
  11. Chapter Four
  12. Chapter Five
  13. Chapter Six
  14. Humility
  15. Chapter Seven
  16. Chapter Eight
  17. Chapter Nine
  18. Chapter Ten
  19. Chapter Eleven
  20. Chapter Twelve
  21. Chapter Thirteen
  22. Chapter Fourteen
  23. Chapter Fifteen
  24. Chapter Sixteen
  25. Chastity
  26. Chapter Seventeen
  27. Modesty & Temperance
  28. Chapter Eighteen
  29. Purity & Obedience
  30. Chapter Nineteen
  31. Chapter Twenty
  32. Chapter Twenty-One
  33. Chapter Twenty-Two
  34. Chapter Twenty-Three
  35. Chapter Twenty-Four
  36. One Year Later
  37. Chapter Twenty-Five
  38. Acknowledgments
  39. Discover Barbara Bourland
  40. About the Author
  41. Also by Barbara Bourland
  42. Reading Group Guide

“No idea,” he said, widening his eyes and shaking his head. “She came over one day, said she was done, and that all future work would be performance. That was that. I was nervous for her. Everybody was. Tyler especially. We thought it might damage her career. But in the end—it was too brief to make a difference. They were livid, though.”

“Pine City?”

“Yes. They cared about money while she was alive, they were always inserting themselves in everything, pushing on her behalf, but now that she’s dead they seem to want the whole thing to go away. It’s—”

My face had lost all pretense of innocence. I was rapt, nearly drooling. I was too much. The second Charlie noticed, he backtracked.

“I—I shouldn’t be talking about it,” he said. “I’m so sorry. I don’t want to sour your relationships over there. They’re good artists. They mean well. It was all very tragic, and I think if we could resolve everything in a way that was satisfactory to everyone, then yes, Max and I would like to do something new.”

“Time for a new house, maybe,” I said, after a beat.

“Perhaps,” he agreed. “I’ve been thinking of doing something big. A museum.”

“For the write-off?” Savvy collectors who turned their collections into legal nonprofit entities needed only to “show” the works a few times per year in order to save hundreds of thousands (millions?) of dollars in taxes.

“No, an actual museum.” He laughed. “Open every day, cheap to access, nice bathrooms.” It was my turn to laugh. “The work, and us above. Like the old English country houses, you know, bygone, genteel aristocrats living upstairs with their dogs in one heated room while the public clomps around for 2p downstairs.”

“Won’t that cost like a billion dollars?” I laughed at myself. “I’m sorry again. I cannot stop asking you the rudest questions. I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”

“It’s okay. Yes. We opened a gallery in Dubai. Literally ten times what we make anywhere else. It only sells prints. No—it’s that, we have so much artwork, more than we can display, far more than I know what to do with. I like to see people looking at it. It gives me joy. And Max needs…not to be alone so much,” he said lovingly, shaking his head. “I worry about her. Do you worry?”