I did not waste any time.

I took a step closer to him and put my weight on my toes as I reached up and pulled at his damp leather jacket so he would move down closer to me.

He did not need the pull because he was already moving closer. I reached up and let my fingers roam through his hair as I smashed my lips onto his.

A moan escaped me as his tongue flicked over my lip and caressed my senses. He took over and dominated instantly. His mouth rediscovered mine as his hands stroked down my body until they gripped themselves onto my hips, lifting me up.

The noise of his deep grumbles in his chest showed how much he needed me. He pulled me closer than close as we continued to show each other how much we had missed this. Missed us.

We ended up on the sofa without parting ways. We could not let go of each other. I clutched at him desperately and he did the same.

I was straddling him as he bit my lip and roamed his fingers through my hair. My hands went to grip his shirt as I fisted the wet material so I could push myself up because I wanted to taste all of him. We both were imprisoned by each other and there was no need for anything else. Just each other.

He then gently pulled back from me as he rasped out "Ella. Stop"

I did pull back but I did not let go of my grip on his shirt.

"Fuck. I should not have done that." He cursed while running a hand through his hair again.

"I am sorry." I said while both my hands laid flat on his chest as I pushed myself back "I get it. You do not want me anymore."

One of his arms wrapped around my waist tightly so he could keep me on his lap. The other he used to hold my chin with his hand so that I would look at him.

"What," He let out deeply and lowly "did you just say."

"You...You do not want me anymore." I breathed through the pain "It is okay."

"Now wanting you is like not fucking breathing." He gnarled "It is impossible."

I did not meet his eye so he cupped my face and gently forced me to look at him.

"I always want you. I never stop wanting you" He quietly growled before softening his voice until it was hoarse "You are grieving. I am not taking advantage of that."

That is when it hit. There was no rhyme or reason to it. All of the pain escaped from me and there was nothing I could do to stop it. Large sobs made their way out from me and I could feel the tears running down my face.