Chapters (8)
I really think I am going mad
and all this, what is around me,
seems no less through the agency
of magic. However, as said,
I want domination, shackles.
My blood, although it is princely,
feels very well under such bonds,
more than well. I would love to shout,
I’d love to shout with such a voice
that the echo would fade away
above the whole world. O how nice
bondage is here that otherwise
darkens the place in which it reigns.
I have never felt so anxious
for the miraculous image
that comes when the story’s over.
The end of this thing here must be
a miracle, for it makes me
suffer to wait so. Hey, Father!
King:
This is getting painful. Come home.
Prince:
My home will be forever here.
I feel every single moment
like a kiss. The passage of time
touches my cheeks caressingly,
my senses draw toward this perfume.
I will cling to this world here
as she to me. I will not come
away, not ever.
King:
And what if I order you now?
Prince:
You’ve neither say nor power here.
I give myself the final word.
I confer the power on me
that says not to listen to you.
Forgive me, Father, in me is
a rebellious, youthful impulse,
one you had too when you were young.
I’ll stay and wait here till life stirs.
King:
Well must I too. But this hand has
yet to be extended, has yet
to forgive you for your speech.
Prince:
It is so infinitely dear
to forgive, so sweet to the one
who does so over and over.
That you’d likely forgive me
I knew for certain.
King:
What blather!
Prince:
I will forget that this strikes me
as very strange, so that even
anticipation keeps silent
and her conduct is still concealed
by a question. Yes, I am here
in a place so well beloved
that I can perhaps be patient.
But I am bothered by one thought:
Just where is Cinderella now?
Eh? What if she doesn’t return?
What if she totally forgot
just where her empathy belongs?
This is improbable but not
unlikely. That which is likely
is a wide world, and that a thing
happened was already likely,
even while seeming unlikely,
is almost beyond my grasp too.
And what is likely beyond me
is still as good as being likely.
So be it. I will get a grip
on myself. It befits someone,
especially men, to be proud.
But what is the fear in pride then,
what affects it so? And such pride,
what could it be worth to yourself?
No, I wish to weep, that this child
far from me so long has a chance.
I want to think that only this
will ever be.
King:
I fear while I stand here idle,
my state totters. Let it sink
into chaos. The fairy tale
draws to an end and tickles
my fancy; afterward will I
be the divine order once more.