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Chapters (72)
  1. Title Page
  2. Copyright Notice
  3. PROLOGUE
  4. CHAPTER 1
  5. CHAPTER 2
  6. CHAPTER 3
  7. CHAPTER 4
  8. CHAPTER 5
  9. CHAPTER 6
  10. CHAPTER 7
  11. CHAPTER 8
  12. CHAPTER 9
  13. CHAPTER 10
  14. CHAPTER 11
  15. CHAPTER 12
  16. CHAPTER 13
  17. CHAPTER 14
  18. CHAPTER 15
  19. CHAPTER 16
  20. CHAPTER 17
  21. CHAPTER 18
  22. CHAPTER 19
  23. CHAPTER 20
  24. CHAPTER 21
  25. CHAPTER 22
  26. CHAPTER 23
  27. CHAPTER 24
  28. CHAPTER 25
  29. CHAPTER 26
  30. CHAPTER 27
  31. CHAPTER 28
  32. CHAPTER 29
  33. CHAPTER 30
  34. CHAPTER 31
  35. CHAPTER 32
  36. CHAPTER 33
  37. CHAPTER 34
  38. CHAPTER 35
  39. CHAPTER 36
  40. CHAPTER 37
  41. CHAPTER 38
  42. CHAPTER 39
  43. CHAPTER 40
  44. CHAPTER 41
  45. CHAPTER 42
  46. CHAPTER 43
  47. CHAPTER 44
  48. CHAPTER 45
  49. CHAPTER 46
  50. CHAPTER 47
  51. CHAPTER 48
  52. CHAPTER 49
  53. CHAPTER 50
  54. CHAPTER 51
  55. CHAPTER 52
  56. CHAPTER 53
  57. CHAPTER 54
  58. CHAPTER 55
  59. CHAPTER 56
  60. CHAPTER 57
  61. CHAPTER 58
  62. CHAPTER 59
  63. CHAPTER 60
  64. CHAPTER 61
  65. CHAPTER 62
  66. CHAPTER 63
  67. CHAPTER 64
  68. CHAPTER 65
  69. EPILOGUE
  70. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  71. ABOUT THE AUTHOR
  72. Newsletter Sign-up

“We could go to Runza,” Matt said. “I think it’s open late.”

“Go to what?”

“You’ve never had a runza?”

She shook her head.

“Oh, you don’t know what you’re missing.”

Soon Matt was veering onto the interstate, keeping his distance from the semis barreling down every lane. He punched the gas, concerned the old tank wouldn’t even hit fifty.

Kala gripped the plastic handle that hung over the passenger window as the station wagon rattled and finally picked up speed.

Ten minutes later Matt pointed out the window. “It’s still there.”

Kala glanced at the glowing green-and-yellow sign atop a long pole designed to be visible from the interstate. Matt took the exit loop and pulled into the lot.

“It looks like a McDonald’s, but green,” Kala said.

“I told you not to get excited. Eat here, or get it to go?”

Kala peered into the restaurant. Empty except for a kid in what undoubtedly was a polyester uniform pushing around a mop.

“Definitely let’s get it to go,” she said.

As Matt pulled up to the drive-through speaker, Kala said, “What exactly are they?”

Matt thought about how to describe them. “A runza is like a warm bun filled with beef, onions, and cabbage. It kind of looks like a Hot Pocket. I know it sounds horrible, but it’s actually good.”

A distorted voice came through the speaker. Matt ordered an original runza, fries, and a Coke.

Kala leaned over Matt and called out the window, “Make that two of everything.”

Back on the road, Kala plucked out one of the fries and bit into it. “Is there, like, a park or somewhere we can eat? Anywhere but the motel.”

“My old school isn’t too far away. There used to be outdoor tables.”

“Ooh, I get to see the institution that shaped Matthew Pine.”

“I’ll spare you the suspense: there was no Dead Poets Society.”

Kala sipped through her straw, her eyes twinkling.

The benches were newer, but in the same place: across from the outdoor basketball court, next to the gym.

Kala examined her runza with curiosity, poking at it with a plastic fork.

Matt picked his up like a burrito and took a bite. The taste took him back in time. He had no specific memory, just a feeling.

Matt scanned the area. The cliché was true that everything looked smaller. The school was a two-story redbrick building. The front was barren, no trees or landscaping, an empty plain of concrete.

The dark sky lit up beyond the building, lightning in the distance. So far away, you couldn’t hear any thunder.

“What grade were you in when you left?” Kala asked.

“Ninth,” Matt said. “The school goes from seventh to twelfth grade. Not enough kids around here for a separate middle school.”

“So your brother and sister went here with you?”