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Chapters (106)
  1. Title Page
  2. Piracy Notice
  3. Dedication
  4. Author’s Note
  5. 1. Grady
  6. Grady
  7. 2. Marnie
  8. Marnie
  9. 3. Grady
  10. Grady
  11. 4. Marnie
  12. Marnie
  13. 5. Grady
  14. Grady
  15. 6. Marnie
  16. Marnie
  17. 7. Marnie
  18. Marnie
  19. 8. Grady
  20. Grady
  21. 9. Marnie
  22. Marnie
  23. 10. Grady
  24. Grady
  25. 11. Marnie
  26. Marnie
  27. 12. Grady
  28. Grady
  29. 13. Marnie
  30. Marnie
  31. 14. Marnie
  32. Marnie
  33. 15. Grady
  34. Grady
  35. 16. Marnie
  36. Marnie
  37. 17. Grady
  38. Grady
  39. 18. Marnie
  40. Marnie
  41. 19. Grady
  42. Grady
  43. 20. Marnie
  44. Marnie
  45. 21. Grady
  46. Grady
  47. 22. Marnie
  48. Marnie
  49. 23. Grady
  50. Grady
  51. 24. Marnie
  52. Marnie
  53. 25. Grady
  54. Grady
  55. 26. Grady
  56. Grady
  57. 27. Marnie
  58. Marnie
  59. 28. Grady
  60. Grady
  61. 29. Marnie
  62. Marnie
  63. 30. Grady
  64. Grady
  65. 31. Marnie
  66. Marnie
  67. 32. Grady
  68. Grady
  69. 33. Marnie
  70. Marnie
  71. 34. Grady
  72. Grady
  73. 35. Marnie
  74. Marnie
  75. 36. Grady
  76. Grady
  77. 37. Marnie
  78. Marnie
  79. 38. Grady
  80. Grady
  81. 39. Marnie
  82. Marnie
  83. 40. Grady
  84. Grady
  85. 41. Grady
  86. Grady
  87. 42. Marnie
  88. Marnie
  89. 43. Grady
  90. Grady
  91. 44. Marnie
  92. Marnie
  93. 45. Marnie
  94. Marnie
  95. 46. Grady
  96. Grady
  97. 47. Marnie
  98. Marnie
  99. Epilogue
  100. Epilogue
  101. GRADY
  102. MARNIE
  103. GRADY
  104. Bonus Content
  105. From the Author
  106. Also by Jessica Sherry

For all its casual awkwardness, the ceremony has the beautiful finality of a funeral. Wren, wearing a long black cape and jeweled everything, including sparkly flecks around her eyes, shares a few monotone words about how decay is needed for growth and letting go of past pains will do the same for us that it does in nature—she’s very profound for a seventeen-year-old.

She tells us to speak or not, however our hearts guide us. Then, she releases her boat first after showing us how to fold it. It drifts into the almost stagnant water, finding a little breeze to travel on.

She lights a thick stick of sage, running the smoke clouds over herself, which she does for each of us in turn after we release our boats.

Wade goes next, saying nothing, eyes glassy with tears—he claims allergies, but we all know better. I imagine guilt over Maureen makes his list, but I hope he also includes the grudge with Mack. It’d be such a joy to bring the Tripp family back together.

Christie clears his throat and says, “I’m letting go of insecurities for having a sensitive soul and liking pretty things. My wife, Wren’s mom, would say I wasn’t ‘man enough’ for her, and that was long before I wore what I wanted. She also dressed Wren in pink hair bows and frilly dresses, so she didn’t know us at all. She could never know us or love us truly, if she refused to see us as we are.”

He pulls Wren close to his side, and she leans her head against his shoulder.

“Wren and I have been exactly ourselves since she left,” he says, “and we’re happier for it. So, goodbye, Jessie Dean, and all your hate talk and narrow-minded judgments. I will never again apologize for being myself.”

“Neither will I,” Wren says, “and that’s entirely thanks to you, Dad.”

“Love you, Moonbeam.” He sets his boat free, his long, floral kimono flapping as he wishes it away. Wren puts her black lace arm over his shoulders before cleansing him with the sage’s smoke whisper.

Roy steps into the dock’s center. “I have a statement prepared.” He sets down the paper plate of chicken wings he brought with him, still holding the drum he’s in the middle of eating. BBQ sauce covers his lips and drips into his unkempt, patchy facial hair.

“I deeply regret my actions in buying the babydoll nightie,” he says, eyeing me between glances at his paper, “and any discomfort it caused. My heart is bigger than my brain. That said, I’m letting go of certain ideas about women—Wren helped me make a comprehensive list.”

He holds up the BBQ-stained page that contains dozens of listed items.