Of course you are, he thinks, and slips into her. She’s forty miles south of him, but once the demo screen has opened them, distance doesn’t matter. He could control her, turn her into one of his drones, but he doesn’t want to do that any more than he wanted to slip into Mrs. Trelawney’s house some dark night and cut her throat. Murder isn’t control; murder is just murder.

Suicide is control.

“Are you happy, Ellen?”

“I used to be,” she says. “I could be again, if I find the right numbers.”

Brady gives her a smile that’s both sad and charming. “Yes, but the numbers are like life,” he says. “Nothing adds up, Ellen. Isn’t that true?”

“Uh-huh.”

“Tell me something, Ellen—what are you worried about?” He could find it himself, but it will be better if she tells him. He knows there’s something, because everyone worries, and teenagers worry most of all.

“Right now? The SAT.”

Ah-ha, he thinks, the infamous Scholastic Assessment Test, where the Department of Academic Husbandry separates the sheep from the goats.

“I’m so bad at math,” she says. “I reek.”

“Bad at the numbers,” he says, nodding sympathetically.

“If I don’t score at least six-fifty, I won’t get into a good school.”

“And you’ll be lucky to score four hundred,” he says. “Isn’t that the truth, Ellen?”

“Yes.” Tears well in her eyes and begin to roll down her cheeks.

“And then you’ll do badly on the English, too,” Brady says. He’s opening her up, and this is the best part. It’s like reaching into an animal that’s stunned but still alive, and digging its guts out. “You’ll freeze up.”

“I’ll probably freeze up,” Ellen says. She’s sobbing audibly now. Brady checks her short-term memory and finds that her parents have gone to work and her little brother is at school. So crying is all right. Let the bitch make all the noise she wants.

“Not probably. You will freeze up, Ellen. Because you can’t handle the pressure.”

She sobs.

“Say it, Ellen.”

“I can’t handle the pressure. I’ll freeze, and if I don’t get into a good school, my dad will be disappointed and my mother will be mad.”

“What if you can’t get into any school? What if the only job you can get is cleaning houses or folding clothes in a laundrymat?”

“My mother will hate me!”

“She hates you already, doesn’t she, Ellen?”

“I don’t . . . I don’t think . . .”

“Yes she does, she hates you. Say it, Ellen. Say ‘My mother hates me.’”

“My mother hates me. Oh God, I’m so scared and my life is so awful!”