Back Empire of Sand
Chapters (48)
  1. COVER
  2. COPYRIGHT
  3. DEDICATION
  4. MAP
  5. CHAPTER TWO
  6. LALITA
  7. CHAPTER THREE
  8. CHAPTER FOUR
  9. CHAPTER FIVE
  10. CHAPTER SIX
  11. CHAPTER SEVEN
  12. CHAPTER EIGHT
  13. CHAPTER NINE
  14. RAHIMA
  15. CHAPTER TEN
  16. CHAPTER ELEVEN
  17. CHAPTER TWELVE
  18. CHAPTER THIRTEEN
  19. CHAPTER FOURTEEN
  20. KAMAL
  21. CHAPTER FIFTEEN
  22. CHAPTER SIXTEEN
  23. CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
  24. CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
  25. CHAPTER NINETEEN
  26. CHAPTER TWENTY
  27. CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
  28. CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
  29. CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
  30. CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
  31. CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
  32. CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
  33. CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
  34. CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
  35. CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
  36. LALITA
  37. CHAPTER THIRTY
  38. CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
  39. CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
  40. CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
  41. CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
  42. ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
  43. EXTRAS
  44. MEET THE AUTHOR
  45. INTERVIEW
  46. A PREVIEW OF REALM OF ASH
  47. A PREVIEW OF TORN
  48. ORBIT NEWSLETTER

“How do you feel?” she asked.

“Me?” He looked at her, his expression smoothing out into unreadable calm. “I’m well.”

She crossed the room and sat down on the bed beside him. She took his hands in her own and heard the mystics fall silent above them. Amun’s hands felt warm in her own. Warm and comforting. It was suddenly very hard to keep her voice steady.

“Our brothers and sisters have prayers to attend to. I’m here to take care of you now, husband.” She looked up at the mystics. “Thank you,” she said.

She had not ordered them to go. They would not have gone, if she’d ordered them to. But simply sitting quiet and tall, looking at them with her bruised face, gave her more power than any sharp words would have been capable of. They looked away from her, uncomfortable, and turned to leave.

Bahren stood by the doorway as the other mystics filed out. “The Maha will want to speak with you, Amun,” he said.

“Now?” Amun asked. His hand tightened on Mehr’s.

A short pause. “He knows you’re unwell,” Bahren said after a beat. “Tomorrow morning will do well enough.”

“Thank you,” Mehr said, when it was clear Amun was going to remain silent.

For a long moment, Bahren did not move from the edge of the doorway, where he’d stood since guiding her into the room. There was a look on his face she couldn’t understand—something grim and quiet and thoughtful. Then he too turned away and vanished down the staircase back to the temple proper.

Once they were alone Mehr realized Amun’s hands were trembling. She released her grip on him. She was sure he would pull away but instead he reached up and cupped her face in his palms. His fingers were still dusted with sand. His skin smelled like incense, like the smoke of a storm and a daiva’s flesh.

“Who did this to you?” he asked.

“The Maha.”

Amun closed his eyes. Opened them again. His expression was shattered.

“Mehr,” he said quietly. “I am so very sorry.”

“I’m safe now,” Mehr said. She closed her own eyes. With his hands on her, she could almost believe it.

“You aren’t safe,” he said, despair and self-hatred welling up in his voice like poison. “He has hurt you, he could hurt you again, and I can’t protect you.”

“You’re protecting me right now,” Mehr said. That, at least, was true. He couldn’t stop the Maha from hurting her, but his touch was a balm to her wounds. His goodness was a shield for her hurting heart. She felt his touch falter. She grabbed his wrist. “Please, Amun.”

He hesitated. Then his fingers uncurled against her cheek again, feather-soft on her bruises.

“Whatever you want,” he said softly.