Chapters (48)
- COVER
- COPYRIGHT
- DEDICATION
- MAP
- CHAPTER TWO
- LALITA
- CHAPTER THREE
- CHAPTER FOUR
- CHAPTER FIVE
- CHAPTER SIX
- CHAPTER SEVEN
- CHAPTER EIGHT
- CHAPTER NINE
- RAHIMA
- CHAPTER TEN
- CHAPTER ELEVEN
- CHAPTER TWELVE
- CHAPTER THIRTEEN
- CHAPTER FOURTEEN
- KAMAL
- CHAPTER FIFTEEN
- CHAPTER SIXTEEN
- CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
- CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
- CHAPTER NINETEEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY
- CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
- CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
- CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
- CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
- CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
- CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
- LALITA
- CHAPTER THIRTY
- CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
- CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
- CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
- ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
- EXTRAS
- MEET THE AUTHOR
- INTERVIEW
- A PREVIEW OF REALM OF ASH
- A PREVIEW OF TORN
- ORBIT NEWSLETTER
“It’s a wonderful theory,” Mehr said, trying to reflect his enthusiasm back at him. Bahren had told her Edhir fancied himself a scholar. Looking at him now, Mehr realized Edhir was more than just a pretender to that title. He was clever and—praise the Gods—unable to resist sharing his knowledge with an interested listener. “We must talk again, brother.”
“How long until the storm?” Amun asked impatiently.
His voice was a dull blade, and it forced the light from Edhir’s eyes. Edhir blinked, swallowed, and said, “Two weeks. That’s as much accuracy as I can give you.”
Amun nodded sharply and turned to go.
“Our thanks,” Mehr said, and followed him. She realized all eyes in the room were still on them. She stood straight, avoiding those eyes, and swept out after him.
Amun was walking so fast that Mehr nearly had to run to keep up with him. “Two weeks,” he repeated. “That’s no time at all.”
“Amun,” Mehr said. Hearing her voice, breathless as it was, he slowed down. Marginally. Walking by his side now, Mehr said, “You could have spoken more kindly to Edhir.”
“What would have been the point?” Amun’s voice was cool, glassy. “You want to be kind to them now, Mehr?”
Them. She preferred his stony silence to this sudden upwelling of bitterness. She preferred it to the reminder that they were alone, with no one to trust but each other. She crossed her arms.
“People are more helpful when you treat them well,” she pointed out.
“He’ll do what his duty requires.”
“I’m not talking about his duties. Amun, he had maps,” she said, speaking as quietly as she could without being inaudible. “Not just maps of the stars or of the Empire, but maps of Irinah itself. If we ever want to escape, we’ll need some way to find a safe route through the desert.”
“There is no escape for me,” Amun said woodenly. “I’m bound.”
Mehr bit her lip. Then she said, carefully, “But I’m not. Not entirely.”
“Not yet,” Amun said. There was a pause. Then Amun said, “Do what you must. They don’t need to like me. Just … don’t involve me, Mehr. Please.” There was a long pause. Then, abruptly, Amun said, “I can’t hope. It would—hurt.”
Mehr suddenly felt very foolish.
“As you wish,” she said softly. She said no more.
Amun couldn’t escape the Maha, bound as he was. No wonder the thought of escape—the possibility of something he could never achieve—pained him.