Nimitz made a soft, scolding sound, and she blinked, then gave herself a mental shake and sent him a silent apology. It was getting up in the middle of the night, she told herself. The darkness outside the command center made her more vulnerable than usual to the other darkness brooding within her, but Nimitz’s soft touch in her mind was like a bright light, chasing shadows from the corners of her soul. Unbiased he certainly was not, but he knew her far better than anyone else did. Indeed, he knew her better than she did, and his uncomplicated love echoed his verbal scold as he took her to task for being so hard on herself.

“Honor?” She looked up and saw Benson regarding her with a slightly worried frown.

“Sorry,” she said, and smiled almost naturally. “Nimitz and I had just dropped off when you had Commander Phillips screen me. I’m afraid we’re not quite fully awake yet, and I wandered off into a mental blind alley.”

“You’re not old enough to be doing that sort of thing yet, Admiral,” Benson told her severely, and grinned at Honor’s chuckle. “Better!” Benson approved, and laughed when Honor gave her a mock serious glare.

That laugh snuffed Honor’s petty bitterness like a stiff breeze, and she was glad. It was utterly unfair of her to resent the fact that Harriet had become more relaxed, less driven and less haunted by her own demons. Besides, Honor suspected that at least as much of the change in the captain came from Fritz Montoya’s activities as from the executions. The doctor had run an entire battery of tests on her and Henri Dessouix—and the others from their original camp who had been affected by eating “false-potatoes”—and managed to isolate the neuro-toxin which had affected their speech centers. He’d found it in several other places in their nervous system, as well, and some of its other potential effects concerned him far more than slurred speech did. He was still figuring out exactly what it was, but he’d been able to use the SS hospital’s facilities to design a special nanny to go in after it. The molycirc machines had been scavenging it out of Benson’s brain for a full month now, and her speech was far clearer than it had been.

In fact, Honor thought wryly, it’s at least as clear as mine is now, but I don’t suppose Fritz can be expected to do a lot about destroyed nerves with such primitive facilities.

“What’s our situation?” she asked, and Benson nodded to the oversized holo sphere of the system.

Honor glanced at it and cocked her head as she absorbed its contents.

The display was centered on Cerberus-B, Hell’s G3 primary, rather than on Cerberus-A, the F4 primary component of the trinary system. Cerberus-B orbited its more massive companion at an average distance of six hundred and eighty light-minutes, with an orbital eccentricity of twelve percent. At the moment, it was just past apastron, which meant Cerberus-A was almost exactly ten light-hours away. Cerberus-C—a cool, barren, planetless M9—had a much more eccentric orbit, but its average orbital radius was approximately forty-eight light-hours, and it never approached within less than thirty-three and a half light-hours of Cerberus-A. Which meant, of course, that it occasionally passed considerably closer than that to Hell, although such near approaches were centuries apart. And, Honor reflected, she was just as glad that her own stay would be far too short (one way or the other) for her to get a firsthand look at the next one.