“I understand, Sir,” Caslet said. He clenched his hands together into a double fist in his lap and stared down at them, his shoulders taut, then sighed. “And I suppose I’m going to have to decide what I can do, too, aren’t I?” he murmured after a moment.

“Think of it this way, Commander,” Parnell replied gently. “I don’t know exactly how you landed here, and Hell is hardly the place that anyone I know would choose to go voluntarily, but there are some advantages to being here.” Caslet looked up at him, eyes shadowed with disbelief, and the Legislaturalist admiral grinned. “Freedom of conscience, Commander Caslet!” he said, and laughed out loud at Caslet’s expression. “You’re in such deep shit now that it can’t possibly get any deeper, son,” the ex-CNO told him, “so the only thing that matters now is what you choose to do. It wasn’t something we ever encouraged you to do when we were running the Republic, and Pierre and his people would sure as hell never, ever want you to do it now. But between us, we’ve shoved you into a corner with your back flat to the wall, and in some ways a man with nothing to lose has more freedom of choice than anyone else in the universe. So use what we’ve given you, Commander.” There was no humor in his voice now, and he leaned forward in his chair, brown eyes dark and intent. “You’ve paid a hell of a price for it, and it’s a gift that can kill you in a heartbeat, but it’s yours now—all yours. Make up your own mind, choose your own course and your own loyalties, boy. That’s all the advice I have left to give you, but you take it… and you damned well spit in the eye of anyone who dares to fault whatever decision you make!”

· · • Book Five • · ·

Chapter Twenty-Eight

“CITIZEN Saint-Just is here, Citizen Chairman,” the secretary announced, and Rob Pierre looked up from behind his desk as his security chief was ushered in. It wasn’t the desk in his official office, with all the proper HD props to make it look impressive. This was the one from which he actually ran the People’s Republic, with the comfortably shabby furniture and working clutter only his closest allies were ever allowed to see.

And there were far fewer of those allies than there had been eight T-years before.

To the casual observer, Oscar Saint-Just would have looked just as bland, harmless, and unexcited as usual, but Pierre knew him too well. He recognized the acute unhappiness behind those outwardly dispassionate eyes, and he sighed at the sight of it. He’d been fairly certain of why Oscar had wanted to see him, but he’d also hoped that, just this once, he could be wrong.

Unfortunately, he wasn’t.

He waved at one of the beat-up old chairs facing the desk and tipped his own chair back with a hidden grimace as Saint-Just sat. For just a moment, Pierre allowed himself to remember another office and another meeting with the man who had then been second-in-command of the Legislaturalists’ Office of Internal Security. It provoked mixed emotions, that memory. On the one hand, it reminded him of all the things they had accomplished. On the other, it had been the first step which had landed Rob S. Pierre astride the hungry beast of the PRH, and had he known then what he knew now…