When I came out, Adele assured me she would care for Arch when the general brought him. She convinced me to go up and lie down. The combination of brandy, tea, and espresso had the unusual effect of zonking me out for five hours. I awoke to the gray light of dusk. In my confusion I thought it was the next morning. But the sun slanting through the third-floor dormer windows and playing over the sloped ceiling and walls brought the realization that it was an early-June evening, around eight. I hoped the Farquhars had managed dinner. In my mind I saw Philip's sightless face. I shook the image away. Arch was rummaging around next door. I thought with dismay of all the work I would have to do the next day for the Harrington dinner. Usually I organized such affairs well in advance. But the headmaster at Elk Park Prep had pleaded so fervently that I salvage his brunch that my whole schedule had been put in disarray. I remembered that a cop might come out and ask more questions about the accident. Well. Sufficient unto the day. I needed to talk to Arch. "Arch," I said through his closed door. "Did you hear about Philip Miller?" "Yeah, I heard," came his muffled voice. "Bummer!" A pause. "Do you know where my suit is? I'm going swimming." I caught myself making an audible groan and stifled it. Julian was trying to teach Arch how to do the front and back flip, the jackknife, and other dives in the Farquhars' pool. Chronic ear infections and bouts of virally induced asthma when Arch was little had prevented his learning to swim when other kids had. He was still not adept at anything besides the doggie paddle, so the diving gave me fits. I said, "How'd the first day of summer school go?" His head appeared at the door. Behind him I could see discarded clothes strewn around in piles. He had found the trunks, expensive blue Jams I had found on sale at a Denver department store. He said, "Huh?" I repeated my question. "Okay," he said. "Classes don't start until Monday. Can we talk about this later? I gotta go." I steeled myself. He hated it when I acted protective, when I told him how much I worried about him, how it was especially bad when there was a loss like this. But. He was okay. That was all that mattered. I said, "What are you studying?" Arch pushed past me to get a towel from the linen closet. He said, "We start with Edgar Allan Poe." "Want to tell me about it?" He didn't. He backed out of the linen closet with a beach towel. "Not now, Mom. I want to swim." He looked into my eyes hard. "You won't have Philip Miller to go out with now." "No," I said. Like most children of divorce, Arch held a secret longing for his parents to be reunited. This despite the fact that twice I had been forced to run out our back door carrying Arch to a safe house, to escape the rain of blows from Dr. John Richard Korman. Never for Arch, only for me, but how could I have escaped without my child? "Oh well," Arch said now, "guess you'll miss him. Philip Miller, I mean." I returned his look. "Yes," I said. "I will."