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Chapters (41)
  1. Cover
  2. Dedication
  3. Prologue
  4. Chapter One
  5. Chapter Two
  6. Chapter Three
  7. Chapter Four
  8. Chapter Five
  9. Chapter Six
  10. Chapter Seven
  11. Chapter Eight
  12. Chapter Nine
  13. Chapter Ten
  14. Chapter Eleven
  15. Chapter Twelve
  16. Chapter Thirteen
  17. Chapter Fourteen
  18. Chapter Fifteen
  19. Chapter Sixteen
  20. Chapter Seventeen
  21. Chapter Eighteen
  22. Chapter Nineteen
  23. Chapter Twenty
  24. Chapter Twenty-One
  25. Chapter Twenty-Two
  26. Chapter Twenty-Three
  27. Chapter Twenty-Four
  28. Chapter Twenty-Five
  29. Chapter Twenty-Six
  30. Chapter Twenty-Seven
  31. Chapter Twenty-Eight
  32. Chapter Twenty-Nine
  33. Chapter Thirty
  34. Chapter Thirty-One
  35. Epilogue
  36. Carol
  37. Author’s Note
  38. Acknowledgments
  39. About the Author
  40. Also by Lenora Bell
  41. About the Publisher

“No pressure to achieve there,” he said drily. “And your mother?” He realized that he had no idea who her mother was, or what her childhood had been like. He wanted to know more about her. What had given her that inner light of peace and happiness?

“An Italian opera singer, a lyric soprano, with a voice direct from heaven. She was so dedicated to her art that after they were married, and she gave birth to me, she immediately left us to continue her career. She never sought to see me again.”

“What was her name—is she famous?”

“Mirella Bartoli. I don’t think she achieved the fame she sought. My father calls her The Songbird. He says that she was too young to be tied down, that she was a bird in flight, and we were only meant to hear her song on the wind as she passed overhead. He wrote his Symphony no. 5 about her.”

“You haven’t attempted to contact her?”

“What good would that do? She didn’t want me. That’s an end to it.”

West tilted his head and searched her face. The words were sad but her smile never faltered. “What was your childhood like? Where were you educated?”

Her smile wavered. “I wasn’t given a formal education. My girlhood was spent touring with my father across the continent of Europe, performing for royalty and crowded concert halls. It was a dazzling education, in its way. I learned by observation, a silent witness to the parties and musical salons. I soaked in the wit and wisdom of some of Europe’s greatest minds. I visited dozens of countries before I was sixteen.”

“You said that you never made your debut in England.”

“Never. I wanted to . . . desperately. I didn’t want to keep moving from city to city, never settling anywhere. We finally did move to London but then my father was disgraced.”

“I remember the scandal. It must have been difficult.”

“His sun burned so brightly in those days, so hot, that it consumed everything and everyone around him. It was almost as if he absorbed the energy of everyone around him and he relied on me to feed his creativity, to care for him. I’m mostly happy to be the torch bearer, his amanuensis, his muse, and his nurse. But some days . . .”

“You want more.”

“I’ve propped him up for so long now that I’m not sure if I have my own limbs to stand upon, or if their only purpose is to support him.”

“You could be onstage, you know. The kind of talent you have is rare.”

“I never perform in public. I haven’t since I was a young girl.”

“Why did you stop performing?”

“The devastating realization that my father was losing his hearing. When his hearing loss became inescapable, when it began rapidly escalating, I became his caregiver.”

“Leaving no time for yourself.”