Back Dreamer's Pool
Chapters (51)
  1. Cover
  2. About Dreamer's Pool
  3. Title page
  4. Contents
  5. Dedication
  6. Character List
  7. 1 Blackthorn
  8. 2 Grim
  9. 3 Oran
  10. 4 Blackthorn
  11. 5 Grim
  12. 6 Oran
  13. 7 Blackthorn
  14. 8 Grim
  15. 9 Oran
  16. 10 Blackthorn
  17. 11 Grim
  18. 12 Oran
  19. 13 Blackthorn
  20. 14 Oran
  21. 15 Blackthorn
  22. 16 Oran
  23. 17 Blackthorn
  24. 18 Grim
  25. 19 Oran
  26. 20 Blackthorn
  27. 21 Grim
  28. 22 Oran
  29. 23 Grim
  30. 24 Blackthorn
  31. 25 Oran
  32. 26 Grim
  33. 27 Blackthorn
  34. 28 Grim
  35. 29 Oran
  36. 30 Blackthorn
  37. 31 Grim
  38. 32 Blackthorn
  39. 33 Oran
  40. 34 Grim
  41. 35 Blackthorn
  42. 36 Grim
  43. 37 Oran
  44. 38 Blackthorn
  45. 39 Oran
  46. 40 Grim
  47. 41 Blackthorn
  48. Acknowledgments
  49. About Juliet Marillier
  50. Also by Juliet Marillier
  51. Copyright page

I don’t ask her and she doesn’t say what she thinks either way. When everyone heads off to the village, we just go with them. Fraoch feeds us again, then he has to get back to his work. His mother gives us blankets and clothing and shows us where everything is. We settle into a little chamber off the yard. It’s where Emer sleeps when she’s home, with another sister who’s been moved out to make room for us.

Blackthorn’s worrying me. She’s hardly said a word. Got that faraway look about her, as if the smallest thing might break her in pieces. I put the blankets on the two pallets, smooth them out, sit down on mine. Remember that it’s a long time since we got any sleep. She sits down on the other bed. Looks over at me. Her face is white, her eyes are red, her hair’s straggling all over the place. Reminds me of when we were locked up together. Outside, people are moving around, doing things, and it’s still afternoon. Feels like a hundred years since we went over to Branoc’s bakery and found the girl, and it’s only been one day.

‘Look at us,’ she says.

‘Way I see it, we’ve got a roof over our heads. Folk wanting to help. And that bastard’s shut up where he can’t hurt anyone else.’

She’s got her hands twisted up together, tight as tight. ‘Grim. I was shouting, wasn’t I? When . . .’

‘Mm-hm.’

‘What was I saying?’

I wonder if I should say, nothing much. Kinder, maybe. But what she wants is the truth. ‘You were calling out, Cass, Brennan, no! Over and over. Right next to me, only you weren’t seeing me.’ I don’t ask who Cass and Brennan are, or were. I don’t ask anything at all.

‘Sleep,’ she mutters, and lies down on her pallet, pulling the blanket up over her.

I’m all aches and pains, and sleep sounds good, so I do the same. Might not drop off for a while, though. Head’s got a lot churning around in it. Old stuff, new stuff. Good stuff, bad stuff. Wish I was better at forgetting.

Blackthorn’s lying still and quiet. Be good if she slept through till tomorrow. Hurts to see her looking that way, as if she’s lost a fight. As if she’s . . . lost.

The light fades; it’s evening outside. I’m falling asleep when Blackthorn starts talking.

‘Are you still awake, Grim?’

‘Mm-hm.’

‘I can’t do it. The seven years. I can’t let Mathuin go on doing what he does. It’s all very well to catch Branoc and bring him to justice. Mathuin’s crimes are ten times worse than Branoc’s. A hundred times worse. Who’s going to bring him to justice, unless I do?’