Chapters (4)
at least he thinks he is
and like any artist, he has an ego
as big as Texas, and a tattoo of a rose
on his shoulder. That’s the only description
we’ve got of our homicidal lothario
and that’s why they call him “The Florist.”
He makes his fatal delivery
of one American Beauty Rose for each killing.
There are five beside the body
in their little containers of water.
I know it’s water, because it’s been tested
and will be again, but it’s plain old H2O
I’d bet on it
and nobody bets against a sure thing, right?
Anybody in Vegas can tell you they do all the time
and I’m just blowing smoke.
I’m waiting for my partner
to poke his head in the door
and tell me there’s another body this time,
which I already know, because I’m psychic
and sensed the absence of completion, of letting go.
In the garage, on the front seat
of the old Dodge Dart,
a body, rather, parts of it
are laid out like cuts of meat.
“Where’re the flowers?” he asks,
but I just stare, then point.
There it is, there
and it is. Body parts are laid out
in the shape of the rose my partner couldn’t find.
He’s getting symbolic on us, I say,
wiping a spiderweb from my face.
He’ll be harder to trace now,
because he knows one mistake
and he’ll fall through the ice
of his own existence.
He has no regrets now.
He’s conquered his conscience
and come to a place where all is killing
and killing is all.
I know my partner thinks I’m bullshitting.
“Stinks in here,” he says,
then steps out for some fresh air,
but I’m ok where I am.
I can think here. Like him
I can see the girl coming up the walk,
talking to her mother.
She’s sixteen. She’s carrying a birthday cake.
There’s a gap between her teeth.
He’s heard it’s a sign of appetite
and he wonders if that’s true.
Maybe she’ll prove it,
if he does it right.
I get dizzy all at once
and lean against the fender.
I don’t want to see anymore.
I just want to shut the door on the evil
that greets me each day with its pants down,
saying, “Look at it, look at me
and see yourself.”
THE PSYCHIC DETECTIVE: FANTASY
The victim is lying on her side
as if trying to hide the imprint
of the boot heel that smashed her cheek.
As the river runs through her wounds
(and there are many)
I am coldly examining her body this morning.
“What do you think, Bob?” I ask my partner.
“Do you think she was out shopping?
See that empty shopping bag there
the one from that fancy mall.”
“Who cares?” he says.
“She’s dead, end of story.”
It isn’t ordinary as crimes go,
because she’s so mutilated.
He hated her naturally,
because he imagined that she was his mother,
or some other female who wronged him