Chapters (4)
not me, or the white man running thisa way,
guns blazing, burning up everything.
Can’t see nothing through the smoke,
can’t breathe, choking like I got two hands
around my throat.
Je-e-e-sus, Je-e-e-sus.”
“Brother,” I whispered, and he said, “Hush,”
as a hot wind rustled the leaves
and the white man ran past,
screaming something about niggers and too much—
“What’d he say, brother?” I asked,
but he turned away.
“Lookayonder,” I heard him say,
just as a loud crack and a popping sound
got mixed up in my head.
When I climbed down that old tree, I said,
“Brother, are you dead?”
He just stared at me,
then outta nowhere someone grabbed my hair.
Daddy had braided it for me that morning
and tied a ribbon on it
and said, “I’m warning you don’t take it off,”
and I didn’t, but it come off anyway,
when the hand jerked too hard
and got a fist fulla red ribbon
and I started running myself.
Wasn’t nobody else but me around after ’while
in the dark, back in the back of somebody’s house,
I mean underneath it,
where a dog was hiding too.
It was a hound dog with two pups.
You know how mean a new mother can be,
but she didn’t growl, or nothing,
just gave me the eye
and went on back to nursing
and didn’t do nothing when I got real close
and stroked her fur and closed my eyes.
I woke to her sighs.
The pups’ eyes weren’t open yet,
but they moved their heads
when I started to crawl outta hiding,
but then I heard crying, I heard a shot
and moved on back
and got close to the dog and those pups.
I knew from that moment on
I was hound Mary’s daughter
and I would never leave.
3. THE RESCUE
I seen trouble coming from a long way off.
I seen it this morning in a bubble of blood
when I cut my finger on that cup I broke.
Nobody had to tell me about it.
I could see things. I had second sight.
Got it from Mama, a full-blooded Cherokee.
“Son,” she’d say, “you got one foot in Heaven
the other in Hell
trouble gonna find you
wherever you dwell.’
It’s gonna come in fire.
I know secrets I better not tell
and you will too, when the time comes.”
Here it is—
a Negro boy running fast as he can
a white man behind him
with a noose in his hand.
My daddy was Negro too.
Should I do something ’cause halfa me
could also swing from a tree?
I don’t know what to do
til I remember Mama telling me
about the long walk
when so many died on the Trail of Tears.
She said the old folks told her
nobody could believe Andrew Jackson
would make them leave their home, but he did.
The white man takes what he gives.
He’s got two faces and both of them smile