Chapters (23)
At the king’s insistence, Garranon had, haltingly, told him what happened that long ago day while the king held him until he was finished. Their lovemaking that night had been sweet and gentle.
Garranon jerked his hand away from the couch as if it had burned him.
Garranon hated Jakoven. He knew he did. Had hated Jakoven secretly since he’d been brought to the king’s bedroom as a terrified boy. Hated him more every time he went home to Oranstone and then was forced to leave his wife, his child, and his lands again to serve in the king’s bedchamber.
Garranon lay on the bed, which was made up with unfamiliar ticks and bedcovers, and stared at the painted ceiling two stories above the floor.
It was only pride, he told himself. Oranstone would survive without him to soften the king’s orders, but it was natural to fret that it could not survive without him. He would not miss Jakoven. His hands clenched in fists.
When the bed sank underneath the weight of another occupant, he put out his hand to pet the soft pelt of the Tamerlain without looking away from the star-and-moon-covered ceiling.
“Thank you for helping Ward,” he said. “He was magnificent—I thought Jade Eyes would drop dead of flouted spite.”
She purred and rubbed her broad face against his shoulder before settling against him. “What troubles you?”
He laughed without humor. “I do.” He rubbed his hand over the unfamiliar coverlet. To her he could say what he could not admit to himself. “I hate him, so why does leaving him hurt so much?”
She was quiet for a minute and then said, “You’ve been Jakoven’s lover for twenty years.”
“Nineteen.”
“More than half your life. It should feel strange to leave it behind.”
He smiled at her.
“Perhaps,” she said slowly, “you need to find out who he is putting in these rooms. It might help you either way. Yes, I think that might be a good idea.”
The Tamerlain rolled off the bed and said, “Come.”
She led him through the familiar passage between his rooms and the king’s, stopping before the panels of wood that opened into the king’s chambers.
“Shh—they won’t see us, but noise is harder to mask,” she said, and huffed at the panel, which shimmered and then dissolved before her. When she stepped forward, Garranon followed.
The passage opened into the king’s receiving room. The only furniture it contained was the king’s chair, which sat on a dais so the king, when he was seated, was the same height as a standing man.
Jakoven sat in his chair, while Jade Eyes, wearing only a sea-blue night wrap, leaned against it. On the strip of carpet in front of the dais, a guardsman held a struggling boy. All were apparently unaware that Garranon and the Tamerlain were watching them.