"I—I saw myself," he said softly. She could barely hear him. "I saw myself fighting—and struck—and dying. And then nothing. I know—" he said, turning to meet her eyes. "I know that all Girdsmen train for this, to fight evil to the death. But—but Paks, it was so soon. You know this cut—" He pushed back his sleeve to show a cut she had dealt him in practice the night before. "It wasn't healed yet; I could see it, under the other marks."

Paks shivered violently. Ambros's face seemed to waver, changing from the ruddy living countenance before her to the pale fixed expression she had seen on so many dead. "It was a dream," she managed to say. "And not all dreams are true."

"I know." He nodded, seeming more at ease. "I know that. But I thought—I thought I'd like to see my father and mother again." He looked sideways at her. "Do you think less of me for that?"

"No. Of course not." But she felt older than a boy who had seen his parents within the past half-year, who had been home a year ago.

"I wondered—you being a soldier, and all. You've seen more fighting than I have. To be honest, I've never faced an actual enemy."

Paks did not know what to say. She did not feel like boasting of her experience. She thought, as she often did these days, of her own home, and wondered for the first time if she would see her own family again. But she had had no troubling dreams, and had no fears. She smiled at Ambros, hoping to reassure him. "You fight well, Ambros, in practice; I expect you'll fight well when need comes. I hope it is not as soon as you fear. Will you tell the Marshal of this dream?"

"I would have, if he had not left already. Yes, he must know, in case it is an evil sending. I thank you, Paks, for not laughing at me."

They were back at the inn in time for a late lunch; Paks persuaded Ambros to eat with her. She had decided to show him the scrolls from the elfane taig; if she had not laughed at his bad dreams, perhaps he would not laugh at her slow reading. But they ate slowly, and it was near midafternoon when she started upstairs to get the scrolls. She had them in her hand when a disturbance in the street below brought her to the window.

A yelling crowd surrounded a blood-stained man bareback on a fat mule. As Paks watched, Ambros erupted from the inn door, followed by Hebbinford. The crowd spotted him, ran to him.

"Robbers!" she heard. "Robbers! The caravan!" The man on the mule slid off sideways; two men caught him, half-carried him toward the inn. Paks saw Sevri's red head move through the crowd and take the mule by the bridle. She waited to see no more, but turned away and ran quickly downstairs.