“No change” he said, in a voice that was rough with fatigue. “I'll call you if anything happens.” I went back to the kitchen table and sat, feeling like I might fall into a coma myself at any minute. “What did they say?” Rita asked.

“No change” I told her, and I slouched forward into the coffee cup.

Several cups of coffee and six blueberry pancakes later I was somewhat restored and ready to go to work. So I pushed back from the table, said goodbye to Rita and the kids, and headed out the door. I would go through the motions like always, and let the ordinary rhythm of my artificial life lull me into synthetic serenity.

But work was not the sanctuary I had expected. I was greeted everywhere with sympathetic frowns and hushed voices asking, “How is she?” The entire building seemed to be throbbing with concern and echoing with the battle cry of, “It's too soon to tell.” Even Vince Masuoka had gotten into the spirit. He had brought in doughnuts —the second time this week! —and in a spirit of pure sympathetic kindness he had saved me the Bavarian Creme.

“How is she?” he asked, handing me the doughnut.

“She lost a lot of blood” I told him, mostly for the sake of some variety before I wore out my tongue from saying the same thing so many times. “She's still in ICU.”

“They're pretty good at this stuff at Jackson” he said. “Lots of practice.”

“I'd rather have them practice on someone else” I said, and ate the doughnut.

I had been in my chair for less than ten minutes when I got a call from Captain Matthews” executive assistant, Gwen. “The captain wants to see you right away” she said.

“Such a beautiful voice —it can only be that radiant angel Gwen,” I said.

“He means right now” she said, and hung up. And so did I.

I was in the captain's outer office in just under four minutes, looking at Gwen in person. She had been Matthews” assistant forever, all the way back to when she was called a secretary, and for two reasons. The first was that she was incredibly efficient. The second was that she was incredibly plain, and none of the captain's three wives had ever been able to find the slightest objection to her.

The combination of these two things made her irresistible to me, as well, and I was unable to see her without letting some lighthearted jest fly out from my frothy wit. “Ah Gwendolyn,” I said.

“Sweet siren of South Miami.”

“He's waiting for you” she said.

“Never mind him” I said. “Fly away with me to a life of beautiful debauchery.”

“Go on in” she said, nodding at the door. “In the conference room.”

I had assumed that the captain would want to express official sympathy, and the conference room seemed like a strange place to do that. But he was the captain and Dexter a mere underling, so I went on in.